i've done ok today, even though my dad was being an arse yesterday (y)
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
Sunday: i wore SHORTS...i bared my (newly filled out) THIGHS and legs in public!!
*explains*
i have always before ED had chuncky thighs, genetically i am just programmed to be like that...so even though i'm still underweight my thighs are more 'normal' sized and actually there bigger than my none underweight close friends...that isnt a disordered perception she and OH agree...and you know what i'm OK with that because thats who i am. I cant change that by starving..........:p
So i dont love it but i can now accept it and just get on with things
“Toughness is in the soul and spirit, not in muscles.”
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i sat through an hr long class on ed's without getting *too* trig/doing anything
:)
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
Its my birthday and i want to enjoy it. I promised myself that i wouldnt purge at all today. I've already had breakfast which my mom made for me, and my friends are taking me out for dinner tonight. I hope i can do it, i really think i can.
I ate some chocolate and managed not to get too upset about it *smiles*
still struggling, but I think I'm doing ok :)
Allie, I'll never forget you..
Love You Always.
You gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You must do the things which you think you cannot do.
Today i told my therapist about the 'blip' i had a few days back and telling her helped me realise i'v come so far and theres no point in dwelling on the bad days. Its part of the process.
So i was honest that i thought i was relapsing...and you know what? now i realise i'm not!...maybe i was but only i can stop it.
“Toughness is in the soul and spirit, not in muscles.”
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If the world didn't suck, we'd all fall off! (hmm)
Join Date: Oct 2005
Location: (West Midlands) Staffordshire "UK"
I am currently:
Well, today i did some cooking. =). To me... dealing with food (even cooking) scares the hell out of me. So for me to actually cook a cake for my family makes me feel abit proud =)
im trying to not get triggered by a summer course assignment and am doing ok with it
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
I managed to eat breakfast and chocolate today, without getting upset about it!! Yay! :D
Allie, I'll never forget you..
Love You Always.
You gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You must do the things which you think you cannot do.
Well done everyone!
I ate out today, had a tuna nicoise (Y)
"That is why, for Christ's sake,
I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships,
in persecutions, in difficulties.
For when I am weak, then I am strong"
(2 Corinthians 12:13)
Here is an angel of healing i drew for everyone needing that extra hope... God bless you all and i wish you a speedy recovery...
