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Old 18-01-2019, 11:18 AM   #21
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My dad dosent give a shit: I don't want to hear when youre unhappy-quote.



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Old 22-01-2019, 10:35 PM   #22
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You are one of my most favourite people in the world, and I refuse to see a life without you in it. Love you. Always.




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Old 26-01-2019, 09:33 AM   #23
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I can't do this.



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Old 26-01-2019, 10:04 AM   #24
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What is going on? <3



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Old 27-01-2019, 03:10 AM   #25
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I ended up in hospital again. why keep bothering? I haven't eaten in x days, stopped taking my meds.



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Old 27-01-2019, 04:53 AM   #26
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i'm so sorry. are they at least being nice to you there? is someone able to look after your dog?

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Old 27-01-2019, 02:04 PM   #27
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Throwing up blood, shitting blood. I want to care but I don't. I feel so down it's unreal. Voices chatting shit. But dog needs me.



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Old 31-01-2019, 10:29 AM   #28
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I know no one cares but...I'm falling apart. The other day I tried Really tried to do myself in. Cuttting as a bad as I can hide. fevers happening.



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Old 31-01-2019, 10:38 AM   #29
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I don't have any advice but I couldn't just go without saying that there are people that DO care about you very much! I am one of those people.



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Old 31-01-2019, 06:51 PM   #30
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I echo what's been said above. Sending ypu lots of love x



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Old 31-01-2019, 06:54 PM   #31
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I care. What might help to start to put things back together or at least stop things falling further apart?





I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.

Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.

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Old 01-02-2019, 03:39 AM   #32
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Thankyou to all those who care. I don't know. Trying to resolve the support group I was going to as that was helping but then they said they couldn't find a downstairs room (despite 8 weeks of me being in that group) it just felt like such a slap in the face. But trying to resolve it. Also apparently the group faciliator and two guys in the group thought it was grossly unfair so....going in Monday to try and fix it. Im just So Tired. I know I should go to the gp as well but I also know they'll put me in hospital again and I cannot do that to my dog or myself.



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Old 01-02-2019, 12:38 PM   #33
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I hope things can be sorted with the support group, it would be really unfair that you were unable to go just because of lack of decent planning. Could the GP do something that you would agree to and find beneficial? Maybe you could come to a compromise.





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Old 06-02-2019, 01:00 AM   #34
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So many people care about you. And you know very well that we do. But it doesn't seem to matter what we say or do anymore. We keep trying and trying, because we love you and believe in you and know you can survive anything. I will forever be here for you when you really need me. But I need to know that you're actually listening and want to make a difference. Otherwise, what is the point?




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Old 06-02-2019, 03:32 PM   #35
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I am listening. I haven't had a drink since Friday, sorted out group so hopefully I'll be able to attend more easily and trying to get my food pattern back in whack plus taking meds when staff sort them. Sometimes I get doubt people care Zed, not because of anything someone has or hasn't done but because that's part of my issues.



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Old 06-02-2019, 07:28 PM   #36
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You are trying hard, keep going.





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Old 06-02-2019, 09:14 PM   #37
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It sounds like you're trying really, really hard. How are you doing physically and mentally?



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Old 09-02-2019, 11:38 PM   #38
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Both physicalyl and emotionally I am slowly but surely on the up, thanks Camden.



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