Thankyou to all those who care. I don't know. Trying to resolve the support group I was going to as that was helping but then they said they couldn't find a downstairs room (despite 8 weeks of me being in that group) it just felt like such a slap in the face. But trying to resolve it. Also apparently the group faciliator and two guys in the group thought it was grossly unfair so....going in Monday to try and fix it. Im just So Tired. I know I should go to the gp as well but I also know they'll put me in hospital again and I cannot do that to my dog or myself.
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell. Oscar Wilde
Its hard to dance with the devil on your back. Sydney Carter
I hope things can be sorted with the support group, it would be really unfair that you were unable to go just because of lack of decent planning. Could the GP do something that you would agree to and find beneficial? Maybe you could come to a compromise.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
So many people care about you. And you know very well that we do. But it doesn't seem to matter what we say or do anymore. We keep trying and trying, because we love you and believe in you and know you can survive anything. I will forever be here for you when you really need me. But I need to know that you're actually listening and want to make a difference. Otherwise, what is the point?
The only time you will find real light is when you're searching in the dark..
I am listening. I haven't had a drink since Friday, sorted out group so hopefully I'll be able to attend more easily and trying to get my food pattern back in whack plus taking meds when staff sort them. Sometimes I get doubt people care Zed, not because of anything someone has or hasn't done but because that's part of my issues.
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell. Oscar Wilde
Its hard to dance with the devil on your back. Sydney Carter