11-06-2008, 06:05 PM
#21
You Scare Me To Death
Join Date: Apr 2008
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i mean that i think ive told too much, and i want to take it all back and lock inside so no one knows how weak i am...*cries*
i hate this so much...
A&S tis ok, thanks for replying at all. lyl.
xx
The magic of first love is
our ignorance that it can ever end
11-06-2008, 06:09 PM
#22
*Roby and Allie's Angel!*
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You are very strong, you are not weak.
By fighting, and wanting to try.... that shows that you are strong. x
-“And the day came when the risk it took to remain tight inside the bud was more painful than the risk it took to bloom.” Anais Nin-
Allie, Mutt, Great Grandma, Hope and Humbug. I love you and miss you all. xx
Love you Caz, Kel, Roby &&Dasher . xx
11-06-2008, 06:10 PM
#23
You Scare Me To Death
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im sorry,
i feel so much. like im wasting time.
The magic of first love is
our ignorance that it can ever end
11-06-2008, 06:14 PM
#24
*Roby and Allie's Angel!*
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You're not.
Just think of what you tell me.
The same goes for you.
Always.
All of it.
-“And the day came when the risk it took to remain tight inside the bud was more painful than the risk it took to bloom.” Anais Nin-
Allie, Mutt, Great Grandma, Hope and Humbug. I love you and miss you all. xx
Love you Caz, Kel, Roby &&Dasher . xx
11-06-2008, 06:17 PM
#25
You Scare Me To Death
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i have to go now
I really mean it when i say THANK YOU !!
so much
lyl
update evening in the morning,,
really thank you.
xxx
The magic of first love is
our ignorance that it can ever end
11-06-2008, 06:26 PM
#26
*Roby and Allie's Angel!*
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*hugs* x
-“And the day came when the risk it took to remain tight inside the bud was more painful than the risk it took to bloom.” Anais Nin-
Allie, Mutt, Great Grandma, Hope and Humbug. I love you and miss you all. xx
Love you Caz, Kel, Roby &&Dasher . xx
12-06-2008, 10:16 AM
#27
You Scare Me To Death
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*hugs* A&S
My evening..
i spent so, so much time crying,
i talked my head off.
a lot of things were said that brought back bad memories for me.
and i went home, to try and talk some more.
and no one wants to hear me.
i just got told, that this was all years ago
and i should be over it by now
and i should be over myself.
and i would get better but i cant be botherd.
...
fu.c.k it.
im so hurt right now.
and they are right with all they are going through,
all i can think about is myself...
thats why i dont tell them
thats why i go else where to spill my guts.
I COULDN'T SLEEP.
sorry.
The magic of first love is
our ignorance that it can ever end
12-06-2008, 10:17 AM
#28
You Scare Me To Death
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i am going to stick to my diet...
and i dont want to...
and its all i can think about..
The magic of first love is
our ignorance that it can ever end
12-06-2008, 12:48 PM
#29
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i dont know if its because im upset..but i cant finish my yoghurt..
its making me feel sick, even the smell..
what a to do...
The magic of first love is
our ignorance that it can ever end
12-06-2008, 01:04 PM
#30
You Scare Me To Death
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ive left it in the fridge..my night was such a disappointment last night, i really wanted to talk about everything i thought i was going to get somwhere..
idk, maybe its not worth it??
The magic of first love is
our ignorance that it can ever end
12-06-2008, 01:10 PM
#31
I am wasted from my skin to my heart
Join Date: May 2008
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sorry
We Are Fragile.
Of Heart And Mind.
And As I let My Angry Thoughts
Collide, I realise, I'm Living
In A Twisted Frame of Time.
12-06-2008, 01:13 PM
#32
You Scare Me To Death
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I kinda explained a little, in one of the above posts...
i just .. idk, why should i beleive that i am worth it when all the signs point to the fact that im obviously not??
i just feel really, really sad
just so sad.
The magic of first love is
our ignorance that it can ever end
12-06-2008, 01:18 PM
#33
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why dont people want to listen to things i have to say that are at least important to me. i dont want to be told to go to sleep because ill feel better in the morning...i wanted to talk, but it just seems like no one has the time..and no one noticed that yet again. i missed dinner..
The magic of first love is
our ignorance that it can ever end
12-06-2008, 01:26 PM
#34
You Scare Me To Death
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good grief, how pathetic do i sound??
im sorry about all of this, i really am.
you dont need to pay attention anymore
you've done so much, and im truely grateful,
but ffs? why dont i just grow up?
much love
xxx
The magic of first love is
our ignorance that it can ever end
12-06-2008, 01:34 PM
#35
You Scare Me To Death
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that is a very good point there was only one person, who i actually sit in front of and cried and screamed out that i needed them...and i got told to go to bed..
fun times..
im very wary of people so its kinda hard to find different people to talk to in RL, cos i dont really put myself out there, and as i previously said, the people who do "know" me are only used to my happy side, and they dont want to know when im unhappy..
why is it all so hard??
The magic of first love is
our ignorance that it can ever end
12-06-2008, 01:39 PM
#36
You Scare Me To Death
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*Grabs you in a massive hug*
ive just been sitting here crying, tis my lunch hour, and you are the only person who has aknowledged me. and you dont even know me.
how wonderful you are.
im going to try so hard, i am. im just so scared.
x
The magic of first love is
our ignorance that it can ever end
12-06-2008, 01:53 PM
#37
You Scare Me To Death
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it really has, it means so much that you care.
i feel slightly better, and like im less likely to hurt myself again..
tis all good, i just have to ride the waves i guess, but like you said, its hard but it can be done..i just hope that it doenst get harder along the way..its all i can hope for.
The magic of first love is
our ignorance that it can ever end
12-06-2008, 02:37 PM
#38
Join Date: May 2008
Location: Wales
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*holds you very close*
Hunni, 400 cals is way under and completely unhealthy, please at least try and make the number higher, otherwise once you start before you know it, it'll get lower & lower. Try not to listen to that **** in your head. You desereve to get better hunni, you're a blessed person.
And no matter how long ago whatever has upset you, it will still hurt.
But it's how we deal with things that matter.
You need to get some sort of proffesional help.
It's the only really sensible way out here.
If you go now, it will be so much easier then waiting ages down the line saying
" I will do it" but never doing it.
Is anyone on Ryl near you, living wise, then maybe you could go with them. For some extra support but please hun don't start this crazy diet you'll Ed will just get worse & worse.
ily
Hannah
keep safe darling
xxxxxxxxxx
Mondrian ^^
Hope is faith holding its hand in the dark.
12-06-2008, 02:49 PM
#39
You Scare Me To Death
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*big hugs hannah*
thanks so much for replying love
no one lives near me, but i am going to try and stand up to this, i really am, like i said to Trace, tis so hard and im so scared, and
so not as thin..but i dont want to be there again.
im going to get help. somehow,
but im terrified..
much love
xxx
The magic of first love is
our ignorance that it can ever end
12-06-2008, 04:02 PM
#40
You Scare Me To Death
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*SH1T!* big panic, too scared, threw away my yoghurt,..why?
idk.
help.
scared
really
really
really scared!!!!!
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our ignorance that it can ever end
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