Good luck tomorrow. If they offer on the spot admission take it with appreciation for the fact they are trying their utmost to give you another chance at beating the illness that has entrapped you for far too long.
I really hope you get what you want and fight back. xx
Sounds like you are doing Incredibly well given how scared and nervous you are, it's really lovely to see you trying so hard and being so brave. Chin up chuck, you're doing great.
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell. Oscar Wilde
Its hard to dance with the devil on your back. Sydney Carter
If they offer you to go to general, perhaps take that offer and try to get yourself medically stable before being admitted to the EDU - then you may be able to cooperate a bit better and be able to function more.
If they offer you on the spot admission to the EDU, as MissA said, take it with appreciation and try to block out what your ED is saying to you - it's going to be extremely difficult but it will get easier as time goes on to fight back against it.
We all believe in you. I truly hope today goes as well as possible, and that you get the help you need.
Take good care of yourself and try to keep yourself as calm as you can.
I know you want to get better, especially for the reasons why you want to get better, always look back at them! I, also, hope you do take the offer of being admitted voluntarily rather than being sectioned.
I will visit you and write you letters. You know what I'm like!
=) x
"Before you diagnose yourself with depression or low self esteem, first make sure you are not, in fact, just surrounded by assholes." - W. Gibson.
You can do this.Please just be open and honest with them and i really hope they offer you more help by way of an admission somewhere and that you will be able to get something out of it.
Love ya!
xx xx
i do not always manage to be around but i wish you all the very best - love and luck to you all!
Dont want to be to triggering but they said I am very sick.
and I am an urgent case, they got hold of the funders there and then
and I am being admitted this Monday to Cotswold, thats there next available bed, and if anything happens in the mean time I will have to go into the general and then be transferred
i am SO glad you are going to be admitted.We are all so worried and i know you will do your best to work with them.im so proud of you for choosing to go instead of having to be sectioned.Well done.You are very brave.
i love you Sam.
xx xx
i do not always manage to be around but i wish you all the very best - love and luck to you all!
Sammi, you have to take this opportunity with all you've got.
I know you're scared, but deep down, I know you want out of this ED, you don't want to carry on living like this, you do have the strength to fight this ED and come out back in control of your life, and most importantly; happy and healthy.
(And I know your ED is twisting healthy into being fat, but healthy is not fat, it's where you're medically stable, both in weight((as being underweight can threaten your health both inside and out - you know that deep down)) and in terms of your health - mentally, too.)
Don't let this opportunity slip away or be wasted - stick to it when you say you'll work with them, no matter how loud the ED is, it could be vital in the start of you recovering and beating this bitch down.
If you want to, I'll write letters and text you whenever I can to help get you through this, as will I'm sure others, too.
Try and keep yourself as safe as possible until Monday, distract yourself and talk to us here and to your professionals when you can.
I can't really add any more to what others have said, I'm so glad that you're going to work with them Sammie, that was a very brave decision to make, and totally the right one. You can do this, sending you courageous and healing thoughts xox
oh darling big big hugs darling hope that you are okay. well done for co-operating and im so proud of you for sayng that you are going to work with them you are an absolute star!! love you so much stay strong xxxxxx
I hope you use this opportunity to kick your ED in the backside and send it to hell. I know you can do that. I have faith in you. You ust got to have faith in yourself.
Try and keep positive as much as you can, and keep looking at the reasons why you want to recover. And think of what you can do when you are recovered.
Lots of love.
"Before you diagnose yourself with depression or low self esteem, first make sure you are not, in fact, just surrounded by assholes." - W. Gibson.
Oh Sam lovely,, I haven't any words right now,, but I wanted to wish you all the luck in the world.
I hope you get the help & support you need & start to feel more positive about it all.
Jus please,, promise to work with them?
I'm thinking of you sweetie!
*lotsa hugs*
xxx
Well content loves the silence, It thrives in the dark, With fine winding tendrils,That strangle the heart,
They say that promises sweeten the blow, But I don't need them, No, I don't need them...
