Im caught in the middle of smart and stupid……. The staff (m) always says that im not like the rest of the people at the group home (which IS for mental retarded people) that I have no mental disabily and then makes me feel like I went through nothing!!!! And while that’s going on she makes me feel soo stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!! if im not retarded then why in the hell did I go through the **** that I did!!!! Why the **** did my dad do what he did!!! Why was I bullyied in 7th grade! Why did I go to 2nd grade life skills!!!!!!!!!! HUH!!!!!!!!!!!???????????? WHY?????????!!!!!! Its like damn it!!!!!!!!!!