no hun it's not to much but it may take a while i no this may not that helpful but if u keep telling him u think it's gross and that hopefully get threw to his brain but he may also be doing it just for ur reaction
tada magic i dunno how i got this -------> Í
hi julie 'm 26 i love hugs i have people in my head and they will talk to u. they will behave and they wont hurt u they are...
owen nearly 10 and doesnt like being touched
amy 11 quiet and shy
kate 15 has lotsa anger but is nice
so basically i'm that weirdo who talks to herself...hi...
yeah i hope so... I mean, i even kicked him out of my room and i think i really hurt him what i really didn't want to do (he has experienced enough violence during his childhood for three or four lives) and i felt really ashamed of giving him bad flashbacks because i don't know how to deal with it on another way...
well... i might travel on for two or three weeks just to calm down, get some more distance and think about all that stuff...
anyway, his mum is on my side and when he told her about me being really gruel to him she just laughed and said it would have served him right so at least she is on my side
anyway... we will have a "sunday" roast tonight with gravy and they want me to buy some marmite for the gravy... i really wonder if i should dare to try it *lol*
u no wat u just realised
wharehouse
is just househouse
coz whare means house doesnt it lol
tada magic i dunno how i got this -------> Í
hi julie 'm 26 i love hugs i have people in my head and they will talk to u. they will behave and they wont hurt u they are...
owen nearly 10 and doesnt like being touched
amy 11 quiet and shy
kate 15 has lotsa anger but is nice
so basically i'm that weirdo who talks to herself...hi...
EDIT:
so how is everybody? haven't been here for a couple of days cause i'm just sick of hanging around and being stuck on the internet *can't believe I just said that!!*
had a funny "girly night" yesterday. was in the pub and even got i ride home - by the cops o.O *lol* was quite funny i kept talking and talking and talking i think that guy was lucky when i got out of the car ^^
i'm keen for it to warm up, yeah? lol oh and stop randomly pouring with rain. grr
rain makes me lazy. or even the possibility of rain. means i drive to work which is like 500m max from my flat.. hahahah
girls night out ending in a ride home from the cops sounds like fun! my girls nights out are never that interesting xD my nights out with the guys are better. but i think that's cause "i'm one of the guys" apparently. though that statement from the two guys i was with friday night makes no sense considering things that've happened between me and them... i don't think i wanna know what they do with the guys!
i wanna learn to snowboard, always have wanted to but it's so freaking expensive!!
effervescence - well done for getting through such early starts! i woulda made it through one day and probably slept all the next lol xD
neddie - i know what you mean about being nervous after being away. but it's good to go back. otherwise it's worse. hope your day back is going well :)
freigeist - that's so not kiwi, don't listen to him :P i know kiwi guys that are to scared to pass wind in front of girls! I think it's more of a male thing than a culture thing. it's not like a guy farts in public and everyone goes "bloody kiwis" lol its such a weird issue, i listened to a convo on the radio once, and there's tonnes of mixed opinions on whether its okay for guys to pass wind in front of their gf and vice versa. the hosts were guys so of course the final conclusion was "it's okay for guys to do it, but not girls" *mumblemumblerollseyes*
well i should be at uni at the moment.. so i should probably go..
xo
This battered room I’ve seen before
The broken bones they heal no more, no more
With my last breath I’m choking
Will this ever end? I'm hoping
My world is over one more time
Iv been skiing 4times. and Im not really good- got to love school trips!!!
It is way to expensive to do all the time though- snow boarding would be epic fun.
Personaly I dont think its okay for guys or girls to pass gas. Its really gross!!!
But then nobody seems to have had an adverse opinion so this is comment is pretty wasted!
last class of the day.... Its not that fun as there are way to many goody goods in it :)
O well i better start concentrating... Not that i get anything thats going on!
hows all your days been?
Doing what you love can be the loneliest time of your life
A climbers day starts at the crux, getting out of bed.
I used to be a goody good...
then i was the "on the line" girl..
then i was the one that sat in class doodling and not doing work just cause..
then i was the wagger..
then i was the drop out.. (though i got back into school through correspondence)
where I became the goody good again..
no one really knows not even me, how the hell i passed level 2 and 3. I was always out with mates instead of doing schoolwork.
and now i'm the one who gets told by her course coordinater that her "behaviour is unnacceptable"
stop reading now if you don't want to listen to my rant xD lol
I asked to sit a test at a different time because i had to work, okay i asked the day before (at least 24 hours notice) and i got told off cause it was extremly late notice and i'd known bout the test for ages itd been mentioned in lectures ra ra ra (i haven't been to lectures in about a month..) and I've handed in two assignment a day late.
unacceptable behaviour.
its bullshit. I've passed every single piece of assesable material. I think I'm sitting on like a B+/A- average at the moment. I go to the compulsory labs which i'm passing with flying colours. I'm not rude, i'm not disruptive. I ask a simply request and hand in assignments a bit late and that's unacceptable? I'm at university ffs. I feel like I've taken 5 steps backward into highschool where all the teachers tell you you're just wasting their time. I'm not pay ~$800 for this paper to get told off. A simple no you can't would have been fine.
ARGH.
then I finished the test in half an hour (was an hour test). I had to miss 3 hours of work for half hour of stupid test.
So if you haven't noticed i'm just a tad angry tonight.
and then my mate asked if id pick her up from work and take her to her ex's and i was like why? then couldn't be bothered txting her so she spammed my phone untill she found someone else to take her.
k i need to go distract myself.
pm me if you're online tonight :)
hope everyones okay
This battered room I’ve seen before
The broken bones they heal no more, no more
With my last breath I’m choking
Will this ever end? I'm hoping
My world is over one more time
Hugs. People need to get over them selves a bit. If you had assignments in late, Its you who suffers not them- isn't it 1% off for everyday late? I can sorta see there point in being annoyed at lack of notice but you cant be the only one, so how hard is it to slip it in with other people?
Sigh. Im over school. NCEA is a load of crap. especially when your parent who dont even get how it works keep going on about it. "How many credits is that worth?" Should you be doing that? its not worth credits!" "can you try and make it count for something?
OMG im over it. Im so bloody tempted to fail but then ill have to do it next year, instead of what i want.
and now they are getting obsessed with food and all that crap.
Wish they would take a ****n break.
Sorry about the rant but they havent said anything eles for like 3days. :(
Cant wait to go flatting
Doing what you love can be the loneliest time of your life
A climbers day starts at the crux, getting out of bed.
NCEA is indeed a load of crap. Just make sure you get the credits you need. If you're planning to go to uni, as soon as you get UE and go to uni nobody cares what you got at level 3.
I'm so tired and got a bad headache so that's all for now folks.
Stay safe.
Even as the stone of the fruit must break
that its heart may stand in the sun,
so must you know pain.
There are only two ways in which one can live their life. One is as though nothing is a miracle, the other is as though everything is.
tada magic i dunno how i got this -------> Í
hi julie 'm 26 i love hugs i have people in my head and they will talk to u. they will behave and they wont hurt u they are...
owen nearly 10 and doesnt like being touched
amy 11 quiet and shy
kate 15 has lotsa anger but is nice
so basically i'm that weirdo who talks to herself...hi...