Hey there *hugs you* Im really sorry thats things are so tough for you at the moment. Please dont give up, you can get through this. We are all here for you, so please remember that you dont have to go through this on your own. I do understand that this is is very hard for you. Do you have someone that you could talk to about the fact that your struggling with your uni course? Your not a failure at all. Thats not true. Can you talk to us about what it is that causes you to have these thoughts of suicide and self harm? Did something trigger you? Or was it the sudden build up of all the stress your going through? Do you have any support at all?
Please dont end your life, we all care about you so much and if something happened to you we would all be really upset. Please think about things carefully before you think about ending your life. I mention this because suicide effects people in lots of different ways and many people dont think about this when they are thinking about suicide.
Try to keep yourself distracted as much as you can. There are lots of distractions that you could try like listening to music, doing jobs to keep yourself busy, watching a movie, posting on the fun and distractions forum or if you think it would be beneficial to you you could try writing down your thoughts and feelings. This link also has lots of other distractions that you could try
http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum...ead.php?t=1403 i hope that you find some of the other distractions helpful. Please dont be so hard on yourself as this will only creast more problems and make things worse, you need to try and be really gentle with yourself. Take things a day at a time in small steps. Please keep talking to us.
Take care best wishes Ian xxxxxxxxxxx