Triggering (SI) - hung over... *rant*
I don't think I can do this anymore...
I'm so alone. Nobody understands me.
I can't talk to mom anymore. She'll cry. When your 67yearold mother cries in your arms you get second thoughts of what you tell her.
My best friend is depressed, not as bad as me but I got to pretend like she is.
Dad is ignoring my problems. He's getting old (74) and only talks of the 1950s.
Nobody have time for me at the studenthouse. Every time i go out with them I get drunk and more alone. I can't take my ADs when I drink.
I cut myself so bad last night. Sometimes I feel like my arms are falling apart.
Sorry for taking up space with this...
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