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Old 01-02-2008, 02:13 AM   #1
hopeandsaneity
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Triggering (SI/Abuse) - help (could trigger many things)

This is difficult i feel so ashamed.
my bf he.
dont know how to put in writting.
ok i just going to blurt things out.
we have problems when i upset or anger him he hurts me phsically.
2wks ago it was so bad he could of killed me.
i am so scared.
a few days ago he.mmm
he forced me to have sex with him before.so this time i didnt struggle.i just let him do what he wants that way i dont get hurt as much
now i feel so dirty and ashamed i want to die
i hate myself

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Old 01-02-2008, 10:03 AM   #2
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hey hun.

i dont really have many words of wisdom because life isnt so great atm but im always here if you need to talk or need to shout or just need a choulder to cry on. i will say this though it aint right and i know its scarey because ive been in many abusive relationships i seem to attract those type of guys and you need to get out whether its just breaking up with him and staying somewhere he cant find you or going to the police because what he did is so wrong!!!!

always here if you need me.

*runs back into safe you to give you a huge hug*

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Old 02-02-2008, 04:14 AM   #3
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do you feel up to telling someone, like friend? or maybe even report him?
You dont deserve to be treated like that sweetheart.
Im sorry this is so short, but you can do better than him

take care and feel free to pm if you ever want to chat.



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Old 03-02-2008, 12:55 AM   #4
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this with my boyfriend i do need ryl help and support.i am to ashamed to tell anyone
unfortunely i cannot talk at mo as something more serrious has happened.
(my sisters baby is serriously ill and might die)
i have posted in vets about whats happening with baby matthew.
unfortunely the only one i can turn to for help is my bf and he is the only who can babysit so i can go to hospital.
my head is in a right state
thankyou for your posts

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Old 09-02-2008, 02:40 AM   #5
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thanks to those who have replied
i told my psychitrist about my boyfriend yesterday.
she is going to see me in another 4wks and speak to my therapist.
i feel scared,guilty and ashamed
part of me wishes i didnt tell her but i am also glad i did
just worried what might happen next

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