i am realy young ...i cut all over my entire body like 24/7 (yes even in school)
my parents dont know and i dont plan on telling them anytime soon i have tried to kill myself 3 times but i just couldent i always use arm warmers and big tees and huge pants and realy lose shoes to cover it up..... my body is now one big cut... my cuts rip open in pe but no one has ever noticed or said anything about the blood.im am very addicted to it to the point that i crave it and need it my friend asked if i used i knife or something but i told her that i use staples and she called me an idiot and never talked to me again which made me cut more
its always good but rare for me to talk to someone about...everything i guess. i like talking to people who understand what is happening to me and what im going through.
I've got the papers all ready if someone needs to be adopted. :)
Seriously, if there's anyone now who still wants a fam, I'd love to be a sister, mom, or auntie. Anything but the dog.
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Lambchop, LadyMacbeth, Butterfly525, and Moonchild are my sisters. Ruffle is my daughter. That Faery Kid is my kitty!
Dear Lovely Newbies,
If anyone would like to join my RYL family, then please pm me! I'd love to extend it a bit more! *Big Welcome Hugs*
Ginny aka Starbright x
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well its been a really long time since i was here (bout 3years) but i did used to have an ryl family and would really like to be part of one again either as an adopter or an adoptee xxxx
Im sick of fighting this losing battle
Im tired of trying to see when the blindfold won't come off
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I want to keep fighting but dont have the strength to carry on
I want to give up but don't have the courage to end it
i really do feel lost.
ive never been on this type of sight... my friend says it helps
and i really want that. help i mean.
it would mean so much to me if i could find someone who feels like i do
someone who understands
i almost feel scared...
i hope thats not to crazy...
so i thought maybe i should give it a try :]
still... i cant say im sure wats going on...