*Cuddles Helen*
I'm trying, but I feel stupid, and it's worse cause I didn't get the same feeling as I usually get, I still had that calm feeling you get when you SI, but I also felt really ashamed and like I was hopeless. Is that normal?
You called me an angel, there must be a twist,
Have you ever seen an angel with scars on her wrist?
And blood trickling down from a gash on her arm,
Have you ever seen an angel self harm?-Unknown
*cuddles Nicole* Don't feel stupid sweetheart. Because you're not. You're doing SO well. You've come on a long way since we first started chatting here. I know you may not believe me or see it for yourself but you have. I don't know if it's normal, I suppose you can react with any kind of emotion. After all self harm isn't 'normal'.
*Hugs Helen* maybe... heh. Maybe it's time for me to throw my blades away?
You called me an angel, there must be a twist,
Have you ever seen an angel with scars on her wrist?
And blood trickling down from a gash on her arm,
Have you ever seen an angel self harm?-Unknown
*Hugs mark* Thanks....
Eugh, I feel so low today. I don't like it :(
You called me an angel, there must be a twist,
Have you ever seen an angel with scars on her wrist?
And blood trickling down from a gash on her arm,
Have you ever seen an angel self harm?-Unknown
*Hugs mark* I'm listening to girls aloud at the moment, but thanks for the offer :) (I also have my own paramore collection upstairs :P)
Eugh. I really, really wanna move out.
You called me an angel, there must be a twist,
Have you ever seen an angel with scars on her wrist?
And blood trickling down from a gash on her arm,
Have you ever seen an angel self harm?-Unknown
*Hugs Helen* maybe... heh. Maybe it's time for me to throw my blades away?
I would recommend doing that if you feel able to *cuddles* I threw all of mine out (well ones I had left) earlier this year and it's played a huge part in me staying so free *hugs* I'm sorry you feel so low. I know you want to move out so badly, but it's not easy at all :(
*Cuddles Helen* I think i'm ready to throw them out, but i'm not completley sure.....
And I know it wouldn't be easy to move out, but I hate living here :( I have nowhere to go anyway, haven't even decided what part of the country I wanna live in when i'm older, cause I know I don't wanna stay in oxfordshire :/ heh.
You called me an angel, there must be a twist,
Have you ever seen an angel with scars on her wrist?
And blood trickling down from a gash on her arm,
Have you ever seen an angel self harm?-Unknown
:) *Hugs Mark* I have an idea which I can't say on here because I think it's against the rules, but yeah, I think i will do my idea :)
You called me an angel, there must be a twist,
Have you ever seen an angel with scars on her wrist?
And blood trickling down from a gash on her arm,
Have you ever seen an angel self harm?-Unknown
Was going to go shopping today but buses are still on Sunday service :( So will go tomorrow instead as they go onto Saturday service until 4th Jan (apart from Sunday :P)
lol mark, aahhh, i like being mysterious. :P And yeah, i think i'm gonna go for it.
*hugs helen* lol. That sounds confusing :/
You called me an angel, there must be a twist,
Have you ever seen an angel with scars on her wrist?
And blood trickling down from a gash on her arm,
Have you ever seen an angel self harm?-Unknown
Well it's probably similar up and down the country. But in the West Midlands, when it's Bank Holiday (as today and yesterday were), they have to put the Sunday service on, which means hardly any buses for where I am. As tomorrow isn't a bank holiday, for some reason, instead of going back to weekday service, they're putting the Saturday one on instead til early next year. Odd I know :S
Ohh , You're going to the sales Helen? I did my Christmas sales shopping online , Well I got some money from My Granny , she says it's a "Do It Yourself" Presant so I bought some Cd's and a DVD with money in my bank account and will use the actual cash I got for grocerys so it evens out. :)
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I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
lol Helen, here the buses are pretty much the same as usual, The buses that go to small villages Sometimes change, but the ones into the city centre normally just stay the same.
You called me an angel, there must be a twist,
Have you ever seen an angel with scars on her wrist?
And blood trickling down from a gash on her arm,
Have you ever seen an angel self harm?-Unknown
Ohh , You're going to the sales Helen? I did my Christmas sales shopping online , Well I got some money from My Granny , she says it's a "Do It Yourself" Presant so I bought some Cd's and a DVD with money in my bank account and will use the actual cash I got for grocerys so it evens out. :)
Yes I am Mark :) I had a look online but didn't really like anything. So going to look online. Might buy a diary & calendar too but don't know whether to incase my best friend got me one :S
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Originally Posted by nicole94
lol Helen, here the buses are pretty much the same as usual, The buses that go to small villages Sometimes change, but the ones into the city centre normally just stay the same.
