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Old 08-06-2014, 01:10 AM   #125281
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It's not pathetic. I just had a nightmare and was so convinced someone was in the house I made my mum check everywhere. I'm still trembling :(

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Old 08-06-2014, 09:34 AM   #125282
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I hope you managed to get some rest last night.. Do you have anyone to talk the nightmares etc through with? I find it helps sometimes.



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Old 08-06-2014, 06:22 PM   #125283
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Thanks Kate I told my mum but didn't describe it. Just feeling really raw and fat and dirty. I don't want to get caught up self harm to keep punishing myself like I did yesterday. I'm scared and ashamed . How are you doing now?

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Old 08-06-2014, 06:58 PM   #125284
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Old 08-06-2014, 07:54 PM   #125285
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*curls up in corner* Just need to feel safe tonight.



It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...


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Old 08-06-2014, 10:53 PM   #125286
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Hope everyone is okay and safe tonight. Everything is such a blur right now. x



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Old 09-06-2014, 06:05 PM   #125287
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*curls up under beanbag- would be under the couch if I could fit* frightened and panicking; thoughts are so strong and I can't make them go; been hassled by someone online and it shouldn't bother me but it does..... don't feel safe inside. Exhausted and not coping.. Sorry
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I fail and fail and he screams inside and my body keeps EXPANDING.... failure!!!!!!!



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Old 09-06-2014, 07:20 PM   #125288
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I'm scared the flashbacks are awful. I need this to stop. I feel like a failure in that respect too Alannah x

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Old 09-06-2014, 11:13 PM   #125289
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How is everyone tonight? I'm scared to sleep because of the nightmares :(



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Old 22-06-2014, 05:01 PM   #125290
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I'm so dirty and he won't stop screaming in my head. It hurts physically
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I wish I could tear flesh away. Just make it GO
*curls into corner rocking* sorry. I don't deserve to be here



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Old 22-06-2014, 05:35 PM   #125291
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*curls up*
Just don't want to feel so alone right now...



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Old 22-06-2014, 08:46 PM   #125292
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Hugs guys. I can so relate Alannah x

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Old 25-06-2014, 10:48 AM   #125293
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*brings in blankets and teddies*
*puts freshly baked cupcakes on table*
Hope you're all okay <3

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Old 27-06-2014, 06:22 PM   #125294
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They ruined my life, now doubly ruined my life and I want to show them and and take my hurt out on them

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Old 28-06-2014, 09:33 PM   #125295
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Hugs Kate and Floating Clouds. I just feel like I'm breaking apart.

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Old 28-06-2014, 10:47 PM   #125296
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*hugs Sammy and Jessie*

I hope you're both okay. If either of you need to talk, feel free to drop me a PM <3

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Old 29-06-2014, 12:55 AM   #125297
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*curls up in corner* it's all so confusing and I don't want to deal with any of it



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Old 29-06-2014, 05:29 PM   #125298
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Hugs Alannah thanks Katie I just feel such a mess pain and triggered emotions and memories :(

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Old 30-06-2014, 04:37 AM   #125299
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Old 30-06-2014, 01:14 PM   #125300
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Of course you can come in *hands you teddy* you're safe in here.



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