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Severely Triggering (ED) - Tearing Me Apart
I feel so awful lately. Today I slept through two free lessons and missed helping at a rainbows unit because I fell asleep. When I am awake all my brain wants me to do is exercise, but my body is so tired. My family are picking up that I'm not eating properly, so I ate as normally as possible today, now I feel terrified, and might end up crying, because I want my body to change and I know it's not.
Part of me says this is a good thing, but I'm so confused and upset it feels like my minds in a blender. My mind is telling me all these things I know I shouldn't do and it's tearing me apart.
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