1. I went food shopping and bought no bad foods.
2. My housemate said my outfit looked really nice.
3. Just checked the post properly and I got a letter from Ilana :)
Last edited by chinahorse : 11-08-2012 at 06:29 PM.
Reason: Another one!
1. I made my niece's birthday cake and it's turned out well.
2. I saw an absolutely beautiful deer while out cycling in the national park this afternoon.
- I could relax, and was my normal professional self at work today [not a nervous wreck].
- I ate ok [after not yesterday].
- I had a good chat with our cleaner at work, who really understands.
- My herbal remedy, which I started taking again, is taking the 'edge' off things at the moment.
-I fought panic and went to a busy area to buy my friend a birthday present.
-I did a lot today considering low moods and fatigue usually stops me, although I am so tired now, I felt normal for a while.
I saw my Nana and she said my dress was pretty.
I saw my girl for a while.
My favourite jeans fit again.
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
my cat seems to have missed me while I was away. Which ok is a little sad but it was nice to be greated by her meowing and running up to me before licking me lol
1. I actually got more than three hours sleep so I'm feeling a lot better than I was over the last few days.
2. In the last couple of days I've survived two trips to the supermarket by myself, despite not really knowing where I was going the first time, and despite not speaking German and dreading the possibility that someone might say something to me or ask me a question.
-i had "the talk" with someone. and we didn't have sex that night because of it, but he still wants to see me again.. there's a pit in my stomach because of it, but i'm proud that it has become easier enough that i was able to just say it, even though i built it up for a few hours and even became sick thinking about it, i did it, and i was able to do it in just a few sentences instead of dragging it out forever.
-i started my list of boundaries, and more at this point it's the process of how to figure out what they are. still, it has begun!
I'm sat in my conservatory, listening to the rain :)
I had lovely cuddles with my guinea pig, who gave me lots of kisses and that makes me happy.
I watched lots of Friends today.
I had a lovely evening last night, thinking about it makes me smile.
I get to see the other half tomorrow.
I'm really enjoying the book I'm reading.
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
- Walking Group felt very isolated and lonely. Then I was chatting with one of the members in the cafe afterwards, and that helped me feel real again.
- I did a LOT of cleaning this afternoon, and sorting things out in my room.
- I finished the essay on irony and tone for my online poetry course.
My old letting agency sucks and I have NONE of the money, but I should count myself lucky that I have savings to bail me out, and that I can step back and say "I'm broke, but hey ho, I've got a lot of things in my life that are more important than money".
In lighter news...
My girlfriend wrote me a cute message in my packed lunch today.
I got to skive work because my girlfriend was being mental.
I haven't lost any of my possessions for a good few weeks now.
I am wearing a pretty dress
I am seeing shiny people on Saturday
I have a job interview
oh, and srs bsns I TOLD MY PARENTS I WAS A LEZZER-BEAN AND THEY DIDN'T CARE.