Thank you. I am just being ridiculous. We went out tonight, and I shouldn't have had a drink, but I did, and it's just that everything turned round to being about my friend, and I just feel so insufficient, just like, I don't have the money she has, I'm nowhere near as pretty as she is. I'm so fat I'm ashamed to be seen out, and I just don't fit in anywhere. The only stuff that makes sense is bad stuff, that I'm supposed to be moving away from, but I can't. I'm sorry, thanks for listening, but I am being ridiculous. I'm so selfish to think that people might realise that I'm not okay. I guess I'm so self absorbed and jealous. I'm being stupid, I'm just struggling with stuff. Thankyou.
"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. Make us all feel wonderful. We'll never forget."
*Squish* I don't think you're being ridiculous in the slightest. I don't know what to say, I'm sorry, but you're such a special person and you deserve to feel good about yourself. Could you talk to your friend/s about how you feel? xx
I don't have anyone here. I guess I thought I did, but I don't. I don't even know. I just can't do this. I've been trying, but it's not worth the hassle. I'm not worth it. Thank you, though. I hope you're okay.xx
"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. Make us all feel wonderful. We'll never forget."
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
*Grumbles* I haven't yet slept and we're leaving in like, an hour and a half. I really wanted to enjoy today. I wish my sleeping pattern thing wasn't so screwed.
WHY do i even have a mobile phone if nobody ever seems to text me :|
I'm going to a party tonight.
And driving home on a very fast very long road.
Here's hoping it all goes okay at the party.
Me.. I'm actually up and dressed W00t w00t!
I got a phone call this morning and ignored it, but it did wake me up and see the time. I'm glad I ignored it as it's someone who I REALLY don't want to speak to, but as I had a new phone It didn't have there number saved but now number is blocked so hopefully they will now stop it with the calls/texts.
Right, Off to the shops I think.
Love you all xxx
Life can be beautiful if you let it.
Step back, breathe and take it in
Sorry about last night. I hope you're all doing fabulously
xxx
"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. Make us all feel wonderful. We'll never forget."
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”