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21-10-2015, 08:40 AM
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tired
Join Date: Feb 2008
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Please Help Me Process This
This is really dumb. But today I got a papercut, a decent one, it bled and hurt. And my god do I want to cut.
To be fair to me, I have been fragile lately. Crying and being depressed etc due to various things, but until today I'd been doing okay with resisting the urge to harm. But now, I am really struggling. I just want to spiral back down to the depths.
Help?
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Even as the stone of the fruit must break that its heart may stand in the sun, so must you know pain.
There are only two ways in which one can live their life. One is as though nothing is a miracle, the other is as though everything is.
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22-10-2015, 01:25 AM
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tired
Join Date: Feb 2008
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I've binge eaten to try and take the urge away and now I just hate myself even more. I'm feeling like I can't cope without cutting.
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Even as the stone of the fruit must break that its heart may stand in the sun, so must you know pain.
There are only two ways in which one can live their life. One is as though nothing is a miracle, the other is as though everything is.
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23-10-2015, 03:20 AM
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tired
Join Date: Feb 2008
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Originally Posted by Margo
Cake love, not war!
It's ridiculous how I can hate my scars so much and yet in the same breath want to add to them. Why am I so ****ed up?
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Even as the stone of the fruit must break that its heart may stand in the sun, so must you know pain.
There are only two ways in which one can live their life. One is as though nothing is a miracle, the other is as though everything is.
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24-10-2015, 06:55 AM
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tired
Join Date: Feb 2008
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Not sure if pun or typo...
It may be, but I want to un-know it.
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Even as the stone of the fruit must break that its heart may stand in the sun, so must you know pain.
There are only two ways in which one can live their life. One is as though nothing is a miracle, the other is as though everything is.
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28-10-2015, 11:54 AM
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tired
Join Date: Feb 2008
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Fuuuuuuuuuuuck I hate these feelings though.
Really struggling tonight.
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Even as the stone of the fruit must break that its heart may stand in the sun, so must you know pain.
There are only two ways in which one can live their life. One is as though nothing is a miracle, the other is as though everything is.
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29-10-2015, 08:28 PM
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Pathologically flamboyant
Join Date: Nov 2010
Location: Safety Cupboard
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Sorry you're struggling so much with urges to cut. How are you feeling now?
I just wanted to say that I can relate to feeling simultaneously like you don't like your scars but also wanting to add to them. I don't really know what to suggest with regards to that feeling, but wanted to say that it is OK to feel torn between two quite opposite desires. I hope you can manage to resist the pull towards self-harming, and look to alternative strategies to manage these feelings.
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No other sadness in the world would do
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10-11-2015, 04:31 AM
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tired
Join Date: Feb 2008
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I refrained but I hurt myself in other ways. And I've been a total bitch to my partner lately as well. I can feel the stress in me and I know I'm being horrible to those around me. My boss told me I go around work looking like I've been sucking on a lemon all the time and it's miserable.
Fun times.
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Even as the stone of the fruit must break that its heart may stand in the sun, so must you know pain.
There are only two ways in which one can live their life. One is as though nothing is a miracle, the other is as though everything is.
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10-11-2015, 04:31 AM
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tired
Join Date: Feb 2008
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Thank you for caring.
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Even as the stone of the fruit must break that its heart may stand in the sun, so must you know pain.
There are only two ways in which one can live their life. One is as though nothing is a miracle, the other is as though everything is.
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