I'm not too great. Been crying a lot and cut a little because my old "friend" who hasn't been talking to me eventually told me it's because she thinks i'm attention seeking and manipulative, as well as other things.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
The only time I can cut is when my husband is not around, or passed out. So I end up cutting a lot at once. :/
I have to get going I have my counseling then some errands to run so not really sure how long I will be out. But I will return. Hopefully not everyone has left by the time I get back...
PM me if you need anything loves. -hugs everyone again- xx
~*~*~ I love my wardies ~*~*~
hi. Im Danika. 14, sad, and alone. Dont really like bein touched.
Im Chloe. Im 6 years old and shy. I like to play and color.
I'm Clarissa. I'm 17 and a protector. I do what I need to for everyone else.
Should I watch a movie? , I'm kind of enjoying listening to Tori Amos and hanging out with you guys atm , But I have many many DVD's to watch, I bought them as ebay became one of my coping mechanisms and I've just recently gotten a hold over it , I've just ordered some lavender oil which is supposed to be calming , It's been entered into the will it arrive by Christmas or not? category :P
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
tada magic i dunno how i got this -------> Í
hi julie 'm 26 i love hugs i have people in my head and they will talk to u. they will behave and they wont hurt u they are...
owen nearly 10 and doesnt like being touched
amy 11 quiet and shy
kate 15 has lotsa anger but is nice
so basically i'm that weirdo who talks to herself...hi...
*waves* Hi Roli, I'm Crimson.
*hugs everyone* *waves to Owen*
Sorry for the total absence rather than the usual sporadic ones... My monitor was going all wonky and I had to have the IT staff replace it. It was going black but not going to sleep, just going out with the power on... *shrugs* this new monitor is weird... It's wider which is cool but it's taller even down all the way its not the same. It'll take getting used to... Ah well. At least I can do my work and get on here again.
I was lei'd in vets! ***** Proud Plumeria Sister!
"He said look inside your heart/ And you'll see stars/ Falling stars/ Look, deep into my eyes/ Don't look down/ Or you'll fall, he said/ Here, the sky goes on forever"
*hugs mark* i like your video b/c i am from the windy city they speak of lol.
*hugs crimson* even if it is hard to get used to, i'm glad you got a new monitor.
*waves to roli* hi! i'm laura! *offers welcome cookies*
*waves to owen* how r u today? can i watch a movie with you? it will give me a good finals studying break.
*hugs felicia* hope you have a good time!
*hugs kitty* hope that counseling goes alright. I might be around later if you need to talk. Depends on how much studying i get done...
2 days until freedom. 3 weeks of nothing - no work or uni. Will have to get hustling on xmas shopping though. I havent even started that yet. I am not feeling as weird as last nigh, I dunno what was going on there really, just a mood i suppose. Hope everyone stays safe. Gotta go to my final now. then only 1 more tomorrow!
forgiveness is the release of all hope for a better past - buddy wakefield
It was busy, the way I like it. Was on the tills, again the way I like it. Couple people knew about how ill I was with the migraine. However something went wrong, then kept making mistakes in rectifying it, to the point I couldn't cope, apologised to someone who had been helping, and burst into tears in the stockroom :/ Then had to be put on a break to compose myself and bumped into one of my mangers. So poured my heart out about stuff & she was really sweet. It's amazing the amount of painkillers I've been offered tonight, felt guilty turning everyone down but I can't take them without super gagging and ****. Nearly went home early but stuck it out til the end. Just.