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Thoughts latley..help needed
Latley I have been having a lot of thoughts after I eat about going into the bathroom and just puking everything up. also when I brush my teeth at night i purpusly brush my tounlge farther down then I need to to wear I gag and almost puke sometimes I actaully do puke. It's annoying as hell having these thoughts constantly. Today I was looking in the mirrow and sucking in my stomich and just thinking how fat I was...its fustrating. I have always had tendencys of eating disorders I've gone weeks with out eating before when I look in the mirrow I feel fatter than I am. My goal weight is way lower then it should be for my hieght and weight.
It's probley also not a good thing that I am so intrested in things like eating disorders cuting and stuff like that so when ever theres stuff on t.v. about it I ve to watch it...not to ghet ideas on how to do anything because I am not pro any of t...just becauses its intreting all of these thoughs startd after I wtched the trya show when she had stephanie pratt on there talking about her struggles with bulimia....
I just need help so I don't end up acting on these thought.
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