I don’t even know if I’m in the right place

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I don’t know if this is the right place to post but I am gonna try I guess. I’m 24, and mom to 4 beautiful children. Married to the love of my life who is very supportive and great. But I’m losing myself here. I haven’t been clinically diagnosed but I 1000% believe I’m suffering from binge eating disorder. I have so many problems but this one is more visible and affecting me the most at the moment.. I say suffering because it feels out of control. I have begun to absolutely hate myself. I’ve lost all sense of femininity and freedom with my body. I don’t know what to do. I feel so helpless and lost. I want to be here for my family and I feel like I’m slowly (or maybe not so slowly) killing myself.

[one_step_closer]

Hi, welcome to RYL. I'm sorry you're having such a hard time. Have you spoken to anyone about your issues with eating? You might find it useful to ask for support in the eating issues board on here. I hope you find it helpful here. Take care.