Hi there *Big hugs* Im really sorry about what was said to you. Please dont believe any of what they said its not true. Your a lovely person i dont know you but your a pleasure to have at ryl. We all care about you and will do our best to support you. Please donty hurt yourself its only going to make things worse. Im sorry to hear about the lads who threw the drink at you thats noty fair and i can understand you being upset because if it happened to me id be very upset and annoyed. You have every right to be upset. Please dont think that you have to go through this on your own, because you dont, we are all here for you.
Do you have any support at all? Like a counsellor? Is there anyone that you could talk to about how your feeling? You dont have to talk to us about things if you dont want to but keeping everything inside you will only create more problems and can makes things a whole lot worse than what they are now. Please try to keep yourself distracted as much as possible. There are lots of things you can do such as going for a walk (during the day) listening to music, watching a movie, doing jobs to keep yourself busy, posting on the fun and distractions forum or you could have a look at the big distractions list which is packed full of different distractions to the ones i have mentioned Please dont give up stay strong you can get through this.
http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum...ead.php?t=1403
Take care best wishes Ian xxxxxxxxxx