*Cuddles*
Im sorry sweetheart, it sounds like you have been through a lot, it also sounds as though your step father is a bastard. He did not have the right to say that to you, I know its not as easy as this, but you are a
good person. Ignore anything he has to say, he is dirt and has no right to treat you like that.
I know it would be scary, but it sounds as though he needs to be sorted out, could you not go to the police about him? You have been through a lot, you've been abused and treated in ways that no one should be treated.
You are not on your own, RYL is here for you, there are some wonderful people on the
Abuse and Bullying Board who will be able to relate with you, you can talk to other people who have experienced similar things. The rest of RYL is here for you as well, a lot of us can relate to self harm and attempted suicides.
The Supporters are wonderful people you can e-mail or talk to on
Live Help.
Take care of yourself hun, suicide is not the answer, things can and will get better. Keep fighting, you're a wonderful person whos been treated badly, things will get better, they will.
Aimee xx