You didn't start anything... I did... I did... talking about wanting to suck on a damn binki like a ****in baby!!!! ARRRGH!!!! I AM SO PATHETIC!!!! I really am ><
We're all in the same game;
Just different levels.
Dealing with the same hell;
Just different demons.
You didn't start anything... I did... I did... talking about wanting to suck on a damn binki like a ****in baby!!!! ARRRGH!!!! I AM SO PATHETIC!!!! I really am ><
Amanda you're not pathetic, Alexx you didn't start anything abd, you contributed to a very worthwhile conversation and we ended up getting very cute pics to look at.
Its time for me to love you and leave you all for now, as I need to be good and go find an empty corner to do my physio in before settling down for the night.
Hope you all stay safe tonight. Thinking of you all lots.
*snuggles everyone* (even those who are currently in their corners sleeping cos of crazy world time differences)
"All battles in life serve to teach us something, even the battles we lose"
"There are moments in life when the only possible option is to lose control"
I sip on soda all day long, comforting I think. And I play with my hair a lot. Nice for my head and scalp and nice for my hands. I wouldn't do it with men around, thought it was flirting. But I am so married.
Jeff, you are not pathetic. You are hurting, just like the rest of us are. You're trying to find a solution.
I noticed i missed a lot. I've literally felt an ache behind the left side of my sternum when I've been sad these last two years.
The blankest I've made for all of us in the psych ward are magic just because they're hand made by an inmate here. Once crochet stitch at a time to not SI.
Sorry i'm in such a weird time zone. Well, for me it is normal. As normal as anything in California can be.
My husband is my best friend.
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
Just sneaking in again. Really struggling today. Been up most of the night alone with my thoughts .... never a good idea. Thinking of dropping out of university even though I've been doing really well. Just not coping right at the moment. And I don't know why. Sorry, this is a bit stilted, I'm having to type while I'm "allowed" to. I just want out :(
She shouts, she screams, she smashes your dreams . . .
Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to?
'Cause you have turned into my worst enemy,
You carry hate that I don't feel: It's over now WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
* Proud Plumeria Sister * My Support Thread * I got lei'd in vets *
* My RYL Family: big brother Doikers; little sisters MammaMia & flutterby butterfly *
kahlia sorry to hear your struggling same to you blondie bears hugs to you both
i too am having a reall rough night had one incident of SI and struggling to stop myself from doing it again :(
Diamond - thanks for the hugs and here's some straight back at you. {{hugs}}
Peace to everyone.
She shouts, she screams, she smashes your dreams . . .
Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to?
'Cause you have turned into my worst enemy,
You carry hate that I don't feel: It's over now WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
* Proud Plumeria Sister * My Support Thread * I got lei'd in vets *
* My RYL Family: big brother Doikers; little sisters MammaMia & flutterby butterfly *
I braid my hair, or just comb it. Today in meeting i pulled the stuff from the temples up to the crown. Secured it with a fabric covered ponytailer that matches my t-shirt.
My husband is my best friend.
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
the kids are at their dads this weekend all i want to do is crawl into bed and spend the whole weekend there! i have got to get a prescription in town and then i will probably end up back in bed more than likely SIing or something self destructive, i hate myself right now
I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
~ Marilyn Monroe