"Go ahead, it's not a big deal"
So recently I've tried to manage things a little better. I've made some friends here and they've been helping so much. I even started going to therapy...I had my second appointment the other day. I know it's not too long but I haven't cut in a week and that's a big thing for me considering that i've only been getting worse until recently. I can go 2-3 weeks before relapsing and even my relapses are much smaller than they used to be. I felt like I needed to sh last night and I still felt that way this morning and someone I was talking to (not from RYL) said "go ahead. 1 week doesn't even mean anything, don't be dramatic."
Now I'm sitting here super unsure of what to do. I'm fighting so hard and I don't want to give in again.
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