since I can remember I'd run and jump on my bed and twist my arms under me trying to break/sprain them. Started cutting/burning/drawing blood at 13/14/16
Banging my head/slapping myself/digging my fingernails etc. all of that was unknown just when I got frustrated or sad. This was since I was a baby.
Cutting = 12
been head banging/making my fingers bleed since I was 6/7
eating problems since I was about 9/10
started cutting/burning when I was 14
started drinking/smoking when I was 16
(yay for ****ed-up-ness)
For those doubts that swirl all around us
For those lives that tear at the seams
We know… we’re not what we’ve seen
For this dance we’ll move with each other
There ain’t no other step than one foot
Right in front of the other
"Be nice. Think happy thoughts. Champion silver linings. Love all things (not just cute things like babies and kittens) & when you do love - love like they do in power ballads (you know like on a cliff with the wind in your hair and your eyes shut, knowing you'll never know love like this). Watch out for dog poo. Smile at people - even grumpy ones. Remember anything is possible & whatever you do always try to look on the bright side."
i've hit stuff for aslong as i can remember. started cutting when i was 14.
ED for god know show long, not properly, but when i wne tthrough something that was worse than usual i used to starve myself for a week. i did that in primary school but i cant remember how old i was when it started.
"I would be almighty in my own world of art, even if I had to paint my pictures with my wet tongue on the dusty floor of my cell." -Picasso
"No, painting is not done to decorate apartments. It is an instrument of war." - Picasso
'I have scars becuase I have a past; but they, like my past, do not define my future'
I started cutting when I was 17. I'd tried to cut myself a few times before that with a Swiss Army knife that wasn't sharp enough, and counting that I was probably 16. I'd also occassionally scratched myself with my fingernails or hit myself, not hard enough to draw blood or leave a bruise, for years before that, but I don't know when the first time was for either of those.
I began cutting at 15, and my first serious cut was at 17, but I have been fighting with ed since i was 6. I used to hurt myself randomly from about 7 until 15 when it became an everyday thing.
at about 5 I know I deliberately crushing glasses between my hands and walls, 8 ish I know I started messing around with lighters, seeing how long I could hold it to my skin before I cried when I was pissed off, didnt use blades, knives ect till 14
Happily Vacationing in the Land of Not Coping. . . .
♥ My dark Angel, you are my everything ♥ I love you and I always will ♥ but you dont love me and it's killing me!
there's nothing but pills and ashes under my skin. . .
as a toddler i just to bit my fingers when i got upset, i still do it to this day sometimes, then progressed to hitting myself at 7, and digging my nails in my hand/arm and then to hitting walls at 10!
started cutting on and off aged 13/14 became serious at 15
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Sick of Crying,
Tired of Trying
Yeah, im Smiling,
But inside im Dying
Somebody save me, i dont care how you do it, just save me
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