relationship bbss... ugh.
Idk wtf! I guess I'm doing this cause I half want it to work. Me n this girl on & off again. This is why I half have problems. She got raped about a month ago. We hardly see each other but we stil talk. She say she dating her 'girlfriend' n me. She says her gf is temp they don't do nothing but they live together I guess. Last time I talked to her she was living with her parents. Idk..... she say she hates guys but me.. I tel her' **** your girlfriend' . Literally. Not as in have sex with her.. but just like drop her I guess. I knoow my girl awhile she never mentioned this friend. Then she says she will dump her but just says after her 'girl stole her from me'. Then she goes on and I either leave or tell her **** her girlfriend again. She does some work.. she says she just started modeling. . She says she model but like stops talking about it as soon as she brings it up. I will try to ask her about it, she just gets mad. On top of that she is skinny as **** & trying to lose weight which blows my mind. She half stresses me out I feel better when I don't see or hear from her for awhile. But I feel good when I do see her n talk at the same time. -_-. This the only gurl I will put up with like this.
I even pierced my dick cause she wanted it done.. first time I did that. But before I did that but aftter her rape like she won't let me touch her. She won't take pictures with me. She would have sex with me tho if I didn't touch her n she held me down. We don't realy talk about it...I don't know..
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