Cold turkey psychotic meds
Hiya
This time last year I had a major psychotic breakdown and was rushed urgently into a&e where it basically kicked off further and was extremely clos to becoming sectioned under the MHA. The psychotic episode was due to extreme stress from last employment, my dog getting seriously ill at the weekend. I was then given anti psychotics by my psychiatrist however without realising a month ago, I came off them cold turkey not intentionally and haven't been on them in a month. Physically I feel great as I had also stopped binge eating, I am no longer flat (which was contributing to my feelings of depression, binge eating etc. However mentally I am still not great, I panic a lot and it's resulted me being almost banned from a group over a missunderstanding and i have more energy and no longer tired and sleepy/groggy in the morning and I am able to think like a normal person. However I am still up and down in mood extremely quiet around the parents and I got upset as I was in so much pain with my arm and felt embarrassed I couldn't pick up a 5 ounce mug of coffee and that I couldn't type or use a mouse or my iPhone.
My situation hasn't really changed, I am still unemployed on the ESA, looking for work and turning up groups etc.
What shall I do, should I tell the cmht or will they judge me and kick me off their books despite wanting to hurt myself, recent issues with otc and the fact that when I have had panic attacks I have unintentionally had problems with traffic. Not thinking about the cars, my safety etc and not really caring about the concauwnces. They don't know this
Last edited by Aardbei : 08-04-2017 at 12:53 PM.
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