Nope. Nope I can't. It needs to stop. Nothing is okay and nothing is right.
♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
still want to die… cant shake the feelings and urges… feel like giving up on not cutting… already relapsed many times… >_<
Have you ever sat there and wondered ‘why am I still here? I don’t even want to be here. I haven’t wanted to be here for so long. What’s keeping me here?’ And then you realize the answer is nothing. And that scares you even more than the fact that you don’t want to be here anymore.
Have you ever sat there and wondered ‘why am I still here? I don’t even want to be here. I haven’t wanted to be here for so long. What’s keeping me here?’ And then you realize the answer is nothing. And that scares you even more than the fact that you don’t want to be here anymore.
Im sick of my mum asking if ivr told my dad and grandparents that im bi… doesnt she relise how hard it is?!?!?… i od yesterday but not sick no more… just want to… want to… die… overit… over it…
Have you ever sat there and wondered ‘why am I still here? I don’t even want to be here. I haven’t wanted to be here for so long. What’s keeping me here?’ And then you realize the answer is nothing. And that scares you even more than the fact that you don’t want to be here anymore.
*uses Hannah as a pillow* :P YES! I love that movie! Fun fact, I just watched it a couple weeks ago with an adorable little 3 year old girl (my uncle's gf's daughter). It was so cute with her sitting there going "OH NO THE EVIL WITCH THE EVIL WITCH" every time she saw Ursula. <3
*turns on the Little Mermaid*
I was going to make us popcorn, Hannah, but that would be difficult considering I'm using you as a pillow :P
*hugs Sam* What's up?
"I need you to know, I'm not through the night. Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light."
"I don't belong here, I gotta move on, dear. Escape from this afterlife"
"Don't let them in, don't let them see. Be the good girl you always had to be. Conceal, don't feel, don't let them know."
Sam, that sounds really difficult lovely. You shouldn't have to tell anyone until you are ready. But try and remember that although their reactions might not be wonderful at first, they still love you. *hugs*
It's the best movie! Aww that's adorable Sasha. She sounds so cute. I would get popcorn but as you're using me as a pillow, I can't move :P also I don't actually like popcorn!
Have you ever looked fear in the face and said "I just don't care"?
-cautiously wanders over and sits away from everyone and watchs the movie-
Have you ever sat there and wondered ‘why am I still here? I don’t even want to be here. I haven’t wanted to be here for so long. What’s keeping me here?’ And then you realize the answer is nothing. And that scares you even more than the fact that you don’t want to be here anymore.
-comes over and takes the cup with shaking hands, accidently drops it, it smashes, spills everywhere and then bursts into tears-
Have you ever sat there and wondered ‘why am I still here? I don’t even want to be here. I haven’t wanted to be here for so long. What’s keeping me here?’ And then you realize the answer is nothing. And that scares you even more than the fact that you don’t want to be here anymore.
I love you Tyson, R.I.P my love, 23/2/1993 - 11/11/2013
It's over, I quit.
I'm about as lifeless as it gets
It's not like I'm worth saving anyway.
I don't belong here, I never really wanted to be here.
Why can't somebody else take my place?