I'm so very sorry for your loss.
I have also been through a still birth and all I can say is give it time and take the time and space you need to grieve.
The pain will never go away, but it becomes less intense and you will learn to live along side this experience.
I still find it hard to be around babies and children/pregnant women...but I am learning to accept that although this happened to me, those women aren't trying to rub it in my face or anything like that and I can be happy for them...it just takes some time for me to process it.
The thing I found most helpful was a charity in my city which supported any kind of pregnancy loss. Speaking to them openly and honestly about all the emotions and pain I went through started the healing progress.
Take care of yourself.
x x x