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Old 22-01-2020, 12:25 AM   #1681
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Thank you. I think it was mainly psychology yesterday but ever since my friend's death I've not been the same since.
It's like I'm broken. Not really getting enough support although occasionally it's offered and I often don't feel like talking. I feel a bit numb and like I just want to give up. My ward review is at half 10 tomorrow morning.

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Old 22-01-2020, 02:11 PM   #1682
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How did your review go? Grief and trauma are hard things to deal with. I hope psychology gets a bit easier at least and is useful for you.





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Old 22-01-2020, 05:41 PM   #1683
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It went badly. My advocate didn't turn up. I had to go in all on my own. They're deciding whether or not I should have the Flupendixol depot. I said no but sounds like I'm gonna have to have it any way. Waiting for the doctors to get back to me. I'm back on level 2s and have no leave. My psychologist came to see me while I was in bed but I wouldn't talk to her. I feel so alone and scared.

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Old 22-01-2020, 06:37 PM   #1684
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That sounds stressful. I understand feeling alone but there are people there to support you if you can let them. You don't have to do this by yourself.





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Old 22-01-2020, 08:13 PM   #1685
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Thank you. I just feel scared and out of control. Pretty much all my friends have left too barring one so it's even harder

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Old 23-01-2020, 03:10 PM   #1686
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Old 23-01-2020, 03:35 PM   #1687
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Struggling. Want to attempt so badly. Rubbish staff on today. My Dad is visiting at 6.30 though thank God.

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Old 23-01-2020, 03:45 PM   #1688
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Low on words right now but sending hugs.

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Old 23-01-2020, 04:01 PM   #1689
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Thank you I appreciate that so much x

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Old 23-01-2020, 04:31 PM   #1690
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Will you be able to let your Dad know how you're feeling? Please stay safe.





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Old 23-01-2020, 07:10 PM   #1691
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No it will be too much for him to cope with.

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Old 23-01-2020, 07:33 PM   #1692
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It would be way more for him to cope with if you didn't share things with him (or someone else) and something horrible happened to you though.





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Old 23-01-2020, 08:45 PM   #1693
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I guess so. Oh well. Scared about what decision the doctors might make about me.

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Old 23-01-2020, 08:47 PM   #1694
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What is it you're worrying that they might decide?





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Old 23-01-2020, 10:40 PM   #1695
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That they might decide to force meds on me

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Old 24-01-2020, 12:10 PM   #1696
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The depot? Are you still feeling like you definitely don't want it?





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Old 24-01-2020, 02:27 PM   #1697
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Yeah I think so. They gave me a choice between trying Lithium again or the depot and I said neither.

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Old 24-01-2020, 03:05 PM   #1698
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What made you say no to Lithium also? Do you know what you would be willing to try?





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Old 24-01-2020, 11:40 PM   #1699
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I've just given up

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Old 25-01-2020, 12:04 AM   #1700
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Can you elaborate a little on what’s happened? I’m sorry things feel so tough.





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