*hugs*
Hey, we've never met, I'm new, but I can say I understand your position. :(
I too hope you go... You can completely get past this even when you don't feel too good, it's completely okay to be confused or afraid. Good luck dear. :)
Helen. Please go. Your life without this ED could be so much more than it is with it. I know it's scary, I really do, but please give yourself this chance. Let yourself accept that recovery is an option. Learn how to let go. Otherwise I fear that this is going to kill you.
Please take care.
xxx
There are, it has been said, two types of people in the world. There are those who, when presented with a glass that is exactly half full, say: 'This glass is half full'. And then there are those who say: 'This glass is half empty'.
The world belongs, however, to those who can look at the glass and say: 'What's up with this glass? Excuse me? Excuse me? This is my glass? I don't think so. My glass was full! And it was a bigger glass!
Hey sweetie, please do as they ask, they're looking out for you and want to help. I know hospital is scary but you'll be able for it, I believe in you. Keep fighting. x
You need to be admitted.
Give yourself the chance to be who you are without the ED. I know it's a lot more easier typed than done, but that's the long and short of it.
You don't need the ED to define you, you're so much more than that.
x
Stop thinking about what I want, what he wants, what your parents want. What do you want?
Erm I'm feeling pretty terrible & I'm not sure what to say. I seem to go through phases of being really honest with my team & being really closed up. Hmph.
Do you think you could write everything down, or type everything out, and then show it to them, so if you feel unable to talk, you could pass it to them?
Helen I love you so much,
and I know your world is spinning right now, but your in my thoughts every day.
Your an amazing kind wonderful person,
and I wish you could see that more than the outside.
You are beautiful.
xxx
I know how you feel hun.
-hugs-
I'm in that same position with the honesty thing
but sweetheart like everyone has said
give yourself a chance to be without this
the ED is not all that you are
*hugs*
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
hugs
i know this is hard for you really hard and i understand how hard it must be and also hard to be really truthful and close to your team and then one min your not so close i agree what has been said above maybe write down everythink and show it to your team let them know how u feel
..................u deserve to be happy and deserve the help xxxxxxxxxx
young girl its alright your tears will soon dry your soon be free to fly
she's falling from grace , she's all over the place..............
I'm such a mess... I... I'm feel worse off physically & mentally every day & I don't know what to do,,,, I'm too scared to be honest with my team & I feel stupid & like I'm overreacting... Whenever I try & pick up the phone, I just put it back down, I'm terrified.
Dont apologise its so hard to be honest but please try.Hospital is terrifying but it may really help.Im sorry Im low on words and I know I dont really know you but I wanted to offer some support.Hugsx
Helen dear you're not over-reacting I promise they want to help you
and trust me I know you might not believe it and I know I know that fact absolutely terrifies you but I swear you're eating disorder does not make you up as a person
it's making you so, so ill and killing you.
-hug-
could you maybe next time ring them and tell them that you're really struggling?
because honey I promise there is a life outside of this and yeah it's going to suck really bad but we are all here to support and stand behind you 110%
babes don't you think it'd be lovely to be healthy and be able to do more of the things you love?
and you know where to get a hold of me if you ever need to vent or need anything too
xx
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
Do you have an email address for them or a mobile no. so you could text. Sometimes it's easier if you can send something which is done instantaneously rather than having to go through actually talking on the phone.
I think you need to talk to them sweetie!
xxxx
Always seem to get things just that little bit wrong.
"don't wish, don't start, wishing only wounds the heart"
