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Old 14-02-2020, 09:55 AM   #1
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PLEASE HELP

I have a great opportunity to kill myself this morning but I can't make up my mind. Please help!



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Old 14-02-2020, 10:00 AM   #2
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Don't do it tamo
The feeling will pass
And no way of killing yourself is guaranteed. You could end up permanently really ill or disabled.
It's just not worth it



I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!


Who else is fine?!?!?


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Old 14-02-2020, 10:21 AM   #3
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Even better, the Man says he will be there.



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Old 14-02-2020, 10:52 AM   #4
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Be where?



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Old 14-02-2020, 12:39 PM   #5
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I went to x because I thought no one would think to look for me there, but there were barriers up so I went to y. I was preparing to jump when my dad drove up. I didn't kick up a fuss, went home where the police were waiting for me. I feel frustrated because if I had gone to y first I would be dead. Such a failure.



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Old 14-02-2020, 07:33 PM   #6
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Why do I have to be alive?



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Old 14-02-2020, 07:41 PM   #7
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Nobody has to be alive, tamo. But you can't kill yourself without hurting a lot of people. It might Seem tempting, it may even Seem like a better option, but your pain and distress do not die with you. They Will be passed on to everyone left behind.

I know it's hard when things feel like this. But do yourself a favour and speak to someone you trust.

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Old 14-02-2020, 07:46 PM   #8
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A friend rang me and he was very kind but still afterwards I tried another method which didn't even come close to hurting me.



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Old 14-02-2020, 10:31 PM   #9
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Now, i am a bit old and weird so maybe this is an odd question but what can you achieve in death that you can't achieve in life????

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Old 14-02-2020, 10:54 PM   #10
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The fact that you are posting this says to me that you at least have some desire to stay alive, hang onto that as death is final there’s no changing your mind or coming back from it. With life there is always chance and hope.



'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'

['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']

'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell.’ – Oscar Wilde
‘It’s hard to dance with the devil on your back.’ Sydney Carter


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Old 15-02-2020, 10:05 AM   #11
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Hey Tamo. I'm sorry you're struggling so much. Is there any one at all you could reach out to and explain how you're feeling? I know you don't see the benefit of being alive but try to think of a time when you weren't suicidal - why was life ok then? What things were you enjoying? These current feelings won't last, I promise.

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Old 15-02-2020, 02:35 PM   #12
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If I die the fear and voices and confusion will stop. I might even go to Heaven. Before I felt suicidal I felt lonely and trapped. I enjoyed seeing friends, going to church and watching TV. I feel like I have been sucked into a black hole.



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Old 15-02-2020, 02:53 PM   #13
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There are other ways to stop those feelings though. How have you got out of the black hole before?

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Old 15-02-2020, 03:03 PM   #14
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I can't remember. Probably, but I can't remember how.



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Old 15-02-2020, 03:06 PM   #15
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Is there someone who you remember helping before that you could ask?

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Old 15-02-2020, 09:17 PM   #16
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There are people who are kind to me. Talking to my friend yesterday was a little bit ... reassuring for a few hours but talking doesn't change anything. I feel foolish for asking for help here.



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Old 15-02-2020, 10:56 PM   #17
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Now, i am a bit old and weird so maybe this is an odd question but what can you achieve in death that you can't achieve in life????
Wise words Zurg.

Never feel foolish for asking for help Tamo. That takes courage. However, don’t give up your right to life my dear. You have a place here and you are valued
- whatever you might feel.

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Old 16-02-2020, 02:33 PM   #18
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I want to have another go at jumping but my mum and sister have gone into town and I don't want to bump into them. What do I do?



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Old 16-02-2020, 04:05 PM   #19
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Stay home. Is there anything in the house you can do to occupy yourself until they get back?





It's a long way down
On this rollercoaster.



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Old 16-02-2020, 04:25 PM   #20
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They're back now. I'm watching tv.



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