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Old 29-12-2015, 02:53 AM   #61
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I think looking back and trying to engage with the questions people have asked asked may be helpful. Nobody wants to be alone and being lonely is shit, but communication is a two way thing with neither party being more important than the other.





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Old 29-12-2015, 03:28 AM   #62
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Thanks guys.
I think my meds need assessing and I am up to join some support groups. I haven't been walking either due to the constant storms so that might get better. I just feel so disgusting and unlovable.



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Old 31-12-2015, 06:45 PM   #63
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My nurse said NYE was the same as every other day but it's not. It's when people get together and celebrate. She was very negative and said if I took more meds my life would be better but I did that and was stuck to the bed. So if I take meds then people will be nice to me? It's a pile of crap. In response, I have a disability and can barely walk.



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Old 31-12-2015, 11:22 PM   #64
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I don't have unrealistic expectations. I used to have a pretty good life and I can't see why I can't get that back. NYE was always important for me to be around people and it's not normal to be alone all the time imo. I don't think giving someone meds they can't tolerate will improve things. I am physically seriously ill and can't handle anymore drugs at this stage. I need to move out of here but there's no accommodation going right now. It's horrible here. I suppose I just have to wait it out but it's been four and a half years.
i worked all over the holidays and am absolutely exhausted.



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Old 01-01-2016, 05:37 AM   #65
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i'm too hurt so I feel like I have to defend myself. All I get day in and out is people downing me and it's cruel. Nobody wished me happy new year not one text or phonecall. It doesn't get worse than this. I may as well not be here. Thanks though. Ill reply tomorrow when I'm not this incapable.



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Old 01-01-2016, 06:43 PM   #66
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I'm unsafe. If that's a problem don't read.



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Old 01-01-2016, 11:12 PM   #67
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I don't mean to upset anyone.
My brother is going to die soon from drink, he is constantly in hospital. It's very disturbing.



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Old 03-01-2016, 05:33 AM   #68
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I think he is going to drink himself to death.
I think everyone hates me. People treat me really badly this is not illness it's reality and I don't know what to do to move past it. I feel hated by everyone



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Old 03-01-2016, 07:30 PM   #69
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What did you say? I'm really struggling. I'm talking about in my life nobody talks to me. I had had terrible holidays and now I have extra work to do. I can't stop spending money and I don't think I can stay alive much longer.



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Old 03-01-2016, 10:29 PM   #70
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I want to know is there a point to me beig here as I don't see it.



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Old 05-01-2016, 08:31 PM   #71
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I have tried with everyone and I've been rejected. I think someone wants me dead for a reason and I don't know what it is.



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Old 07-01-2016, 03:24 PM   #72
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Thanks for the advice.



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