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22-01-2010, 07:57 PM
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~*Laura*~
Join Date: Dec 2009
Location: UK
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Triggering (SI) - "Clinical"
i want to cut. but i know i want to cut. so i plan it. i've never done this before and i've been self harming for a long time. but recently its become...."clinical". i plan it, do it, clean it up. and i'm done. it doesn't make me feel any different; worse or better. i just... i need to do it. i don't understand why.
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The greatest hazard of all, losing one's self, can occur very quietly in the world, as if it were nothing at all
He who saves one life, saves the world entire
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22-01-2010, 07:59 PM
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Join Date: Sep 2005
Location: London area
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Might it be a twisted kind of 'self-care' ritual?
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22-01-2010, 08:02 PM
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He was no dragon. Fire cannot kill a dragon
Join Date: Jul 2007
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I think self-care ritual makes sense.
A fair few people self-harm not for the actualy harming but for the self-care afterwards.
Or, it could be sort of that you've become o used to self-harming that it's become some habbitual?
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22-01-2010, 08:02 PM
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~*Laura*~
Join Date: Dec 2009
Location: UK
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i guess it could be. i just feel numb at the moment so i keep trying things to feel something....i dunno. maybe. :(
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The greatest hazard of all, losing one's self, can occur very quietly in the world, as if it were nothing at all
He who saves one life, saves the world entire
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22-01-2010, 08:03 PM
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~*Laura*~
Join Date: Dec 2009
Location: UK
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the thing is i hadn't self harmed in ages so i don't think it's really a habit at the moment. it has been and i'm not saying it's not gonna be again, but right now it's not. i don't really understand why it's changed.
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The greatest hazard of all, losing one's self, can occur very quietly in the world, as if it were nothing at all
He who saves one life, saves the world entire
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