Do you ever get the feeling you dont belong?
Always.
Are you a timid person?
Yup
If someone said they loved you would you believe them?
Nope
Do you believe actions speak louder than words?
Sometimes
Do you cry at silly things?
Probably
If someone called you beautiful would you smile?
Meh, maybe
Ever got butterflys over someone?
*shrugs*
If your bestfriend bitched about you behind your back how would you feel?
Betrayed, upset
Ever been in love with two people at the same time?
No
Ever vomitted because you were in shock?
No
Do you think the world is a nice place or a horrible place?
Both, in different ways
Do you have a special feeling for someone at the moment?
Nope
If your friend treid to commit suicide infront of you how would you react?
Do anything I could to stop them
Ever had a rumour spread about you?
Lots
Have you ever tried to impress someone before?
Probably
If you found out you were pregnant how would you react?
I'd be very surprised
If i say "Pikey" what comes to your mind?
Pika
*QUICK* What word beings with S?
Smart
Are you happy at this moment in time?
Not really
Have you ever been dumped by text? Did it hurt?
Not by text... but by email
What about by Facebook or Myspace?
N/A
In your opinion what would be the worst possible way to dump someone?
Think it would depend on the people and the situation
If someone randomer jumped on your back what would you do?
Have had that happen on a few occasions... and didn't do anything about it >.<
How do you take out your anger?
Erm... not in any constructive manner
What annoys you the most out of what people do?
Do whatever they can to impress people or get attention... then try to act humble or whatnot
Ever heard of the duck song? x)
Nope
If you had a child and they turned out just like you would you be happy?
No. But they'd be my child... so I'd try to support them if I could.
If you could choose the gender of your child what gender would you choose?
Don't care
Do you care about other peoples feelings more than your own?
Yes
Ever been pressured into something?
Yeah
Yesterday:
What time did you wake up?
6 am
Where were you sleeping at?
The floor
What did you wear?
Jeans, AVA shirt, socks, shoes
Did you go to school?
Yeah -.-
Did you go to work?
N/A
Where else did you go?
Just school
What did you do there?
Took finals
Who did you talk to?
Saria, David, Zane
Who did you hang out with?
Saria
Who did you text?
N/A
Who did you call?
Tried talking to my sister... but she didn't pick up
Anything else about yesterday?
Not really
Today
What time did you wake up?
Not real sure... past 12 though
Where'd you wake up at?
My room
School today?
No, thank goodness
How about work?
N/A
Who did you talk to today?
My dad
Who'd you text?
N/A
Who'd you call?
Tried my sister again, but same result
Anywhere else you're going?
Nope
What are you doing there?
N/A
What did you wear today?
Jeans, t-shirt
Anything else about today?
Nope
Tomorrow
What time are you waking up?
10 am
Where will you be waking up?
Probably the floor again
What are you going to eat for breakfast?
Depends on whether my dad is watching or not
What are you going to wear?
I'll figure that out tomorrow
Are you going to school?
No
Are you going to work?
No
What are you going to eat for lunch?
Meh, whatever my dad chooses >.<
What are you going to eat for dinner?
" "
Where else are you going?
Church
Who will you talk to?
My dad
Who will you text?
N/A
Who will you call?
*shrugs*
Who will you hang out with?
My dad
Anything else about tomorrow?
No
In conclusion...
What day of the week was yesterday?
Friday
Today?
Saturday
Tomorrow?
Sunday
What was the date yesterday?
2/3/12
Today?
2/4/12
Tomorrow?
-.-
Which of the three days do you think will be the best?
Wasn't Friday. So either today or tomorrow.
Why?
No school
Which one do you talk to more people?
Not sure
Call more people?
All the same
Text more people?
N/A
What's your name?
...
Age? 16
Gender? Female.
Grade? 10
Job? None yet
"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
Do you ever get the feeling you don't belong?
Most of the time.
Are you a timid person?
Usually.
If someone said they loved you would you believe them?
Friends & family, yes.
Do you believe actions speak louder than words?
Almost always.
Do you cry at silly things?
No, I rarely cry.
If someone called you beautiful would you smile?
Out of embarrasment, yes. I'd be extremely uncomfortable.
Ever got butterflys over someone?
Yes, very recently.
If your bestfriend bitched about you behind your back how would you feel?
Hurt & betrayed.
Ever been in love with two people at the same time?
No.
Ever vomitted because you were in shock?
Probably, after a road accident.
Do you think the world is a nice place or a horrible place?
Mostly inbetween the two.
Do you have a special feeling for someone at the moment?
Yes, but he's unobtainable.
If your friend tried to commit suicide in front of you how would you react?
I would try to stop them, and help them in any way I could.
Ever had a rumour spread about you?
Of course, people love to talk about others.
Have you ever tried to impress someone before?
Yes, in relationships, friendships, and work ... it's normal.
If you found out you were pregnant how would you react?
I'd be utterly stunned. I've been celebate for quite a long time ...
If i say "Pikey" what comes to your mind?
Gypsies.
*QUICK* What word beings with S?
Sausages. I think somebody downstairs is cooking them ...
Are you happy at this moment in time?
No, but I'm reasonably content.
Have you ever been dumped by text? Did it hurt?
No.
What about by Facebook or Myspace?
I don't use either.
In your opinion what would be the worst possible way to dump someone?
In front of others - whether online or in person.
If someone randomer jumped on your back what would you do?
Most likely hit them, I don't like being touched or surprised.
How do you take out your anger?
I confront people, argue, sometimes I self-harm.
What annoys you the most out of what people do?
One thing that really irritates me is when I'm walking down the street and somebody is standing gormlessly blocking the path for no reason
Ever heard of the duck song?
No.
If you had a child and they turned out just like you would you be happy?
No, I'd be gutted.
If you could choose the gender of your child what gender would you choose?
Boy.
Do you care about other peoples feelings more than your own?
Usually.
Ever been pressured into something?
Only inconsequential things.
Can't be bothered with the rest.
And the illusion of love is the only promise of defence, and even that will crumble.
Do you ever get the feeling you dont belong?
Often.
Are you a timid person?
Yes.
If someone said they loved you would you believe them?
I would find it difficult because of how I view myself, but would try and trust them as being honest.
Do you believe actions speak louder than words?
Depends - words are very important too.
Do you cry at silly things?
Yes, but I like that I cry when something is meaningful to me.
If someone called you beautiful would you smile?
I think I'd do a half-cringe, half-smile!
Ever got butterflys over someone?
Yeah :)
If your bestfriend bitched about you behind your back how would you feel?
I'd feel pretty hurt, but revenge is a dish best served cold :P
Ever been in love with two people at the same time?
No.
Ever vomitted because you were in shock?
Yeah, it's a fairly common occurrence.
Do you think the world is a nice place or a horrible place?
It's neither - there's a lot of pain, and a lot of beauty.
Do you have a special feeling for someone at the moment?
Sort of.
If your friend triedd to commit suicide infront of you how would you react?
I'd be so concerned. I'd get help for them immediately, but when/if they recovered I'd be furious with them.
Ever had a rumour spread about you?
Yeah, there were a lot when I was in my teens. Kids are cruel.
Have you ever tried to impress someone before?
Yeah, a few months ago there were some really fit electricians at 'work', so I dressed as nicely as I could, wore make-up and offered them Jelly Babies.
If you found out you were pregnant how would you react?
I truly don't know.
If i say "Pikey" what comes to your mind?
Jenna, because she mentioned she was dressed like one in the "What are you wearing today?" thread, and I'm not sure what one is.
*QUICK* What word beings with S?
Salamander.
Are you happy at this moment in time?
Sometimes.
Have you ever been dumped by text? Did it hurt?
No I haven't. I got dumped over dinner in Wetherspoons. I couldn't eat my flatbread and the waitress was very concerned. The waitress is really hot.
What about by Facebook or Myspace?
No.
In your opinion what would be the worst possible way to dump someone?
The worst way I can imagine would be at the altar, or in the middle of the night when they couldn't get home, or on top of the ferris wheel... or, or...
If someone randomer jumped on your back what would you do?
I'd unleash 20 years of repressed rage.
How do you take out your anger?
I tend to cry, which is annoying.
What annoys you the most out of what people do?
Projecting, which is weird because I do it all the time.
Ever heard of the duck song? x)
Nope?
If you had a child and they turned out just like you would you be happy?
No, though I wouldn't be horribly disappointed. That's a really nice question, actually, because most of the time I hate myself... but now I'm thinking - if I were looking at another person just like me, I'd probably be much more accepting.
If you could choose the gender of your child what gender would you choose?
One girl and one boy.
Do you care about other peoples feelings more than your own?
Erm... not always, to be honest, but a lot of the time I do.
Ever been pressured into something?
Yes, it's not always a bad thing in the right environment.
Yesterday:
What time did you wake up?
Around 10am *ashamed*.
Where were you sleeping at?
My flat.
What was for breakfast?
Nothing.
What did you wear?
Pyjamas for most of the day, and then a yellow vest top, navy blue top, slate blue knitted jumper and blue jeans.
Did you go to school?
No.
Did you go to work?
No.
What was for lunch?
Pot Noodle.
What was for dinner?
Roast beef and trimmings.
Where else did you go?
Caffe Nero.
What did you do there?
Drank a coffee and chatted to Jordan.
Who did you talk to?
Spoke to the group and to Jordan, CBase.
Who did you hang out with?
Jordan.
Who did you text?
Nobody, my phone is no more.
Who did you call?
Group.
Anything else about yesterday?
It was an epic fail of a lazy day, but it did improve my mood a bit. Also got some interesting phonecalls.
Today
What time did you wake up?
1.40pm.
Where'd you wake up at?
Home.
What's for breakfast?
Pot Noodle and an apple.
School today?
Nope.
How about work?
No.
What's for lunch?
Nothing.
Dinner?
Chicken dhansak, saag aloo, pilau rice and garlic naan.
Who did you talk to today?
My parents.
Who'd you text?
Nobody.
Who'd you call?
My mum.
Anywhere else you're going?
No.
What are you doing there?
See above.
What did you wear today?
Same as yesterday.
Anything else about today?
No.
Tomorrow
What time are you waking up?
Hopefully before noon.
Where will you be waking up?
My parents'.
What are you going to eat for breakfast?
Probably wake up too late for breakkie.
What are you going to wear?
Not sure.
Are you going to school?
No.
Are you going to work?
Might pop in for a bit, need to speak to the manager.
What are you going to eat for lunch?
No clue.
What are you going to eat for dinner?
There is an 80% chance of dahl and pitta.
Where else are you going?
I don't know - probably to buy a new phone.
Who will you talk to?
Parents.
Who will you text?
World may be my oyster!
Who will you call?
Probably nobody.
Who will you hang out with?
My parents.
Anything else about tomorrow?
It's a mystery.
In conclusion...
What day of the week was yesterday?
Thursday.
Today?
Friday.
Tomorrow?
Saturday.
What was the date yesterday?
09/02/12
Today?
10/02/12
Tomorrow?
11/02/12
Which of the three days do you think will be the best?
Tomorrow
Why?
Because I might actually get dressed before 4pm.
Which one do you talk to more people?
Probably tomorrow.
Do you ever get the feeling you dont belong?
Often.
Are you a timid person?
Yes.
If someone said they loved you would you believe them?
I would find it difficult because of how I view myself, but would try and trust them as being honest.
Do you believe actions speak louder than words?
Depends - words are very important too.
Do you cry at silly things?
Yes
If someone called you beautiful would you smile?
I would think they’re lying at first but then I would probably fake a smile
Ever got butterflys over someone?
Yeah
If your bestfriend bitched about you behind your back how would you feel?
betrayed
Ever been in love with two people at the same time?
No
Ever vomitted because you were in shock?
Not sure
Do you think the world is a nice place or a horrible place?
both
Do you have a special feeling for someone at the moment?
Kind off
If your friend triedd to commit suicide infront of you how would you react?
Do ANYTHING I could to stop him
Ever had a rumour spread about you?
Many times, still going, hoping one won’t begin again soon
Have you ever tried to impress someone before?
I don’t really know
If you found out you were pregnant how would you react?
I truly don't know.
If i say "Pikey" what comes to your mind?
confusion
*QUICK* What word beings with S?
Scamander
Are you happy at this moment in time?
sometimes
Have you ever been dumped by text? Did it hurt?
I’ve never dated so no
What about by Facebook or Myspace?
No
In your opinion what would be the worst possible way to dump someone?
I don’t know
If someone randomer jumped on your back what would you do?
Anger and more I’ve kept in for 12 years would be unleashed
How do you take out your anger?
SH…. or just mentally venting
What annoys you the most out of what people do?
Can’t specify one
Ever heard of the duck song? x)
maybe?
If you had a child and they turned out just like you would you be happy?
No, well yes and no, because if I found another one like me I might be more accepting, but I don’t want another to have to doubt or hate themselves as much as I do
If you could choose the gender of your child what gender would you choose?
One girl and one boy
Do you care about other peoples feelings more than your own?
always….
Ever been pressured into something?
always
Yesterday:
What time did you wake up?
8:45 AM *smiles bashfully*
Where were you sleeping at?
My room
What was for breakfast?
egg
What did you wear?
a HUGE hoodie and a pair of tights
Did you go to school?
No.
Did you go to work?
No.
What was for lunch?
Don’t remember
What was for dinner?
Can’t remember
Where else did you go?
Shopping with my parents
What did you do there?
Stood around self concious, anxious, and bored
Who did you talk to?
My siblings and mom and dad
Who did you hang out with?
No one
Who did you text?
No one, I don’t have a phone
Who did you call?
See above
Anything else about yesterday?
nope
Today
What time did you wake up?
6:00 AM
Where'd you wake up at?
Home.
What's for breakfast?
A bowl of cereal
School today?
yup.
How about work?
nope.
What's for lunch?
Maybe a pack of goldfish and a sandwhich or like usual nothing.
Dinner?
Not sure
Who did you talk to today?
My parents, 3 friends, and 2 younger siblings
Who'd you text?
Nobody.
Who'd you call?
No one
Anywhere else you're going?
Music and arts for flute class.
What are you doing there?
Private lessons for flute
What did you wear today?
Same as yesterday.
Anything else about today?
No.
Tomorrow
What time are you waking up?
6:00 AM
Where will you be waking up?
My room.
What are you going to eat for breakfast?
No idea
What are you going to wear?
Not sure.
Are you going to school?
yup
Are you going to work?
nope
What are you going to eat for lunch?
No clue.
What are you going to eat for dinner?
No idea
Where else are you going?
school
Who will you talk to?
Parents. siblings.
Who will you text?
No idea
Who will you call?
No one
Who will you hang out with?
My parents. Siblings and friends
Anything else about tomorrow?
It's a mystery.
In conclusion...
What day of the week was yesterday?
sunday
Today?
monday
Tomorrow?
tuesday
What was the date yesterday?
01/05/20
Today?
10/06/12
Tomorrow?
01/07/20
Which of the three days do you think will be the best?
tomorrow
Why?
No idea, but these 2 days haven’t been the best
Which one do you talk to more people?
Er- never
Call more people?
never
Text more people?
No idea.
What's your name?
Misbah, but I prefer Hermione or Luna
If someone said they loved you would you believe them?
I'd be distrustful at first.
Do you believe actions speak louder than words?
Yes
Do you cry at silly things?
No
If someone called you beautiful would you smile?
Yes, I'd find them sweet.
Ever got butterflys over someone?
Yes
If your bestfriend bitched about you behind your back how would you feel?
Terrible
Ever been in love with two people at the same time?
Yes
Ever vomitted because you were in shock?
No
Do you think the world is a nice place or a horrible place?
Horrible
Do you have a special feeling for someone at the moment?
No
If your friend tried to commit suicide infront of you how would you react?
I'd try and intervene and stop them
Ever had a rumour spread about you?
Yes
Have you ever tried to impress someone before?
Yes
If you found out you were pregnant how would you react?
I'd be disappointed. I'd want an abortion.
If i say "Pikey" what comes to your mind?
Um, nothing? A fish.
*QUICK* What word beings with S?
Sadness
Are you happy at this moment in time?
No
Have you ever been dumped by text? Did it hurt?
No.
What about by Facebook or Myspace?
No.
In your opinion what would be the worst possible way to dump someone?
To tell them what you really feel about them and then leave?
If someone randomer jumped on your back what would you do?
I'd be angry
How do you take out your anger?
Eating, raging, expressing it
What annoys you the most out of what people do?
When they talk about something as if they know what they are talking about.
Ever heard of the duck song? x)
No.
If you had a child and they turned out just like you would you be happy?
Yes.
If you could choose the gender of your child what gender would you choose?
Girl
Do you care about other peoples feelings more than your own?
It depends on the situation. Right now, my feelings are most important.
Ever been pressured into something?
Yes
Yesterday:
What time did you wake up?
12.45
Where were you sleeping at?
my bedroom
What was for breakfast?
Porridge
What did you wear?
Purple leggings, pink jumper
Did you go to school?
no
Did you go to work?
no
What was for lunch?
Cold meat sandwich
What was for dinner?
Salmon kitcheree with greens
Where else did you go?
I didn't go anywhere
What did you do there?
Nothing
Who did you talk to?
No one
Who did you hang out with?
No one
Who did you text?
Sister, Aunt
Who did you call?
Anything else about yesterday?
no
Today
What time did you wake up?
6.45 AM
Where'd you wake up at?
in my room
What's for breakfast?
porridge
School today?
no
How about work?
no
What's for lunch?
Cold meat sandwich
Dinner?
I don't know yet...spaghetti bolognese I think
Who did you talk to today?
my mother
Who'd you text?
Sister
Who'd you call?
no one
Anywhere else you're going?
I might go for a walk
What are you doing there?
Walking
What did you wear today?
same as yesterday
Anything else about today?
It's a difficult day
Tomorrow
What time are you waking up?
early I hope
Where will you be waking up?
my room
What are you going to eat for breakfast?
porridge
What are you going to wear?
something different
Are you going to school?
no
Are you going to work?
no
What are you going to eat for lunch?
Cold meat sandwich
What are you going to eat for dinner?
Spaghetti bolognese
Where else are you going?
no-where
Who will you talk to?
no one
Who will you text?
sister
Who will you call?
sister
Who will you hang out with?
no one
Anything else about tomorrow?
I hope it's a better day
In conclusion...
What day of the week was yesterday?
Tuesday
Today?
Wednesday
Tomorrow?
Thursday
What was the date yesterday?
18/5/21
Today?
19/5/21
Tomorrow?
20/5/21
Which of the three days do you think will be the best?
Hopefully tomorrow
Why?
I want it to be
Which one do you talk to more people?
? um...I don't talk to many people
Call more people?
I don't use the phone
Text more people?
Tomorrow I might text my aunt again
What's your name?
"sandalwood"
Age? 36
Gender? Female.
Grade? Art school drop out
Job? Unemployed. Artist
"And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people, maybe more
People talking without speaking
People hearing without listening
People writing songs that voices never share
No one dared
Disturb the sound of silence.."
Do you ever get the feeling you don't belong?
Of course
Are you a timid person?
Yea
If someone said they loved you would you believe them?
Depends on the person
Do you believe actions speak louder than words?
Yes
Do you cry at silly things?
Yea
If someone called you beautiful would you smile?
Probably
Ever got butterflies over someone?
Yea
If your bestfriend bitched about you behind your back how would you feel?
Pissed off
Ever been in love with two people at the same time?
Yea
Ever vomited because you were in shock?
No
Do you think the world is a nice place or a horrible place?
I can be both it just depends on the people you're around and your surroundings in general
Do you have a special feeling for someone at the moment?
Yes
If your friend tried to commit suicide in front of you how would you react?
I would probably panic and try to stop them in any way possible and talk them down
Ever had a rumor spread about you?
Of course
Have you ever tried to impress someone before?
Yes
If you found out you were pregnant how would you react?
Well I'm not a female but if I got a female pregnant I'd probably panic but I'd be happy too
If I say "Pikey" what comes to your mind?
Nothing
*QUICK* What word beings with S?
Sadness
Are you happy at this moment in time?
Not really
Have you ever been dumped by text? Did it hurt?
Yes and of course it hurt
What about by Facebook or Myspace?
Yep
In your opinion what would be the worst possible way to dump someone?
Ghosting, or admitting that you cheated and don't want then anymore
If someone random jumped on your back what would you do?
Flip out
How do you take out your anger?
I just try to listen to music or watch something to calm down
What annoys you the most out of what people do?
So many things
Ever heard of the duck song? x)
Obviously
If you had a child and they turned out just like you would you be happy?
No
If you could choose the gender of your child what gender would you choose?
I don't really know
Do you care about other peoples feelings more than your own?
Not always but I try to
Ever been pressured into something?
Who hasn't?
Yesterday:
What time did you wake up?
Around noon
Where were you sleeping at?
My house
What was for breakfast?
Nothing I skip breakfast usual
What did you wear?
T shirt with jeans and a hoodie
Did you go to school?
I'm 33, so no
Did you go to work?
Unemployed at the moment so no
What was for lunch?
Didn't each lunch
What was for dinner?
Pizza
Where else did you go?
Out for a walk around the block
What did you do there?
^
Who did you talk to?
My dad and my sister
Who did you hang out with?
^
Who did you text?
My girlfriend
♪"'Cause I'm about to break down,
I'm searchin' for a way out,
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular monster"♪
