Gee thanks, i asked her about meds because i keep going up and down, its in the down places where i wanna od so yes its a risk ( its always been a risk) but at the same time meds can reduce the desire too.I am sick of ending up in hospital on and IV line because ive overdosed, im sick of harming myself and needing to go to A&E, so having meds that help with the depressive patches/ irrational thoughts and impulsive behaviors would actually help me. I have meds to take as required and ive teken them as required in over a year ive not od'd on them.. ive od'd but not on them because i know they actually help when i remember too and am able to take them.
In that case explain to her you feel med could help and as you feel you could be at an overdose risk to make it safe, if you could be prescribed weekly or daily instead of monthly. Im sorry but your first post did come across to me as you only wanted the pills to overdose on, so sorry if it offended you. I think you can ask but push for weekly so it seems like you are trying not to overdose on them and its a less of a risk. Or if there is anyone that can take your meds and keep them for you giving you one a day (like parents)
How the new flat mark?
How are you kat?
Thanks dash, i dont buy them as they are too expensive for me ha ha, as i can get the 2ltr ones for £1 and that does about 5 days. I just stuck a note on the fridge as every time i open that door i get so angry about it, its more the fact though they saw me come in and put it in the fridge, so it wouldnt have been too difficult to ask. How are you doing?
"Its not how long a star shines, what is remembered is the brightness of the light"
Have you managed to speak to them today Mari or you just sticking with note on the fridge?
Hope you are settling into your next flat okay Mark. Good luck with it.
Nice sunny day outside, hope everyone is having a good one. I'm going to have a wee walk outside in the sun before returning to uni work laters.
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
*Hugs Mari* My flat is lovely , Up on a hill (Wales so , yeah hehe) So I hope to get some excercise Boxes everywhere , My Hamster doesen't seem to have been affected in the move much. Now my stuff is in I can imagine where itll all go . It was hard whilst My family and I were decourating , It was Utterly unfurnished , no Carpet,Paint cracked and poorley done, even no plugs in the Bath, Basin and Kitchin Sink but It feels homey now. How are you Hun?
Thanks Hollz! Enjoy your walk.
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
Mark - I'm glad you're settling in well to your new place!
I have a positive!! Even though things have been really bad for me in the past few days, and I have been feeling really depressed and/or suicidal. I haven't done ANYTHING! As in, I haven't harmed myself in anyway (Including drink/drugs/biting) And I haven't planned/attempted suicide! Normally in this situation I would.. but.. Wow, I'm actually really proud of myself!! Someone remind me of this feeling next time I get really low lol.
*Hugs to everyone*
That's great Lorraine! *hugs* I'm glad you've been able to find more healthy ways to deal with the things you've been struggling with and I hope you keep bringing more positive news like that in the future! :)
I'm glad the move went well Mark, and that you like your new flat. :) It does sound lovely!
How are you crazykat?
Sorry I don't have many words tonight, I'd like to write more but I have to go to sleep. I hope everyone is okay. x
I'd fly away to a higher place
to say words I resist, to float away, to sigh, to breathe... forget~
Hey guys, just thought I'd let you all know that I'm off to hospital, I don't know how long I'll be there so that's why I may not post for a while, everyone take care and sending my love. xxxxxx
afternoon all, sorry not been around not been well. and not MH for once! thats tomorrow when i see psych. sorry, havent caught up with the posts *hugs* for all.
Qualified Peer Support Worker (2017)
current mental health diagnoses: depression, PTSD, GAD, self harm, bpd
current meds (as at Feb 2017): , thyroxine, metformin, iron, b12, vit d, atenolol, Butec, Naproxen, Nefopam, Lanzoprazole, Bupropion, quetiapine (prn)
Doctor_Colbertface - That's good to hear! I'm glad for you.
Today's been reasonably good for me, if not boring lol.
I've decided I'm gunna start working out :D
I mean, I do horse riding, but that's only once a week, when I end up with a horse of my own it'll be more work, but I wanna get in shape too. A mate's thinking of doing it with me if it's not too expensive. Gunna go to the local leisure centre tomorrow and ask :D
Lorraine, horse riding sounds great. I would love to go horse riding as well but the stables are too far for me to get to unfortunately.
It's great that you have a goal - well done!
Im so tired, not tired tired, just from uni work. I dont feel anything i have done is good enought at all but i dont have time to go and start everything again, finally nearly done with my project though thank god.
"Its not how long a star shines, what is remembered is the brightness of the light"
