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Old 11-03-2010, 10:53 AM   #1
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Triggering (Suicide) - Anyone Around?

Hey guys,

I'm so sorry I'm never aorund for any of you guys. I never use this place, I've been trying to struggle along on my own.

But things are really wrong. It's such a long story and I know it's horrible of me to ask for help without saying what's been going on but I'm so tired I'm not sure I can go into it.
I think I just need to know that someone cares.

I'm so depressed. I can't stop thinking about death. Everytime I drive I keep wanting to crash my car somewhere.

I was visiting someone in the hospital today and walked past the MH wing and thought about checking myself in.

I just downloaded a Power of Attourney and made a Will, hoping to scare myself out of it. But it's really what I want.

I'm not even living anymore, I'm just kind of .....here.

Can anyone help? Does anyone understand how I feel?

Thanks

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Old 11-03-2010, 11:15 AM   #2
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Heya

Do you think u'll be able to stay safe tonite? If not, maybe you should ring your local crisis team and discuss it with them?

But for the time being, maybe you can do something you enjoy, or previously enjoyed? May it be writing stuff, walking around the block, tv or music

When it comes tomorrow, i'll suggest u to visit your local GP and see what the docs say. It might lead to a referral to an Psychiatrist for an assessment and yeah, start treatment to hopefully make u feel better.

Hope that helps a tad...PM me if need any assistance..
Take care there 2nite

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Old 11-03-2010, 01:00 PM   #3
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Thanks for the reply.

There is no crisis team.
6 out of the 7 times I've phoned Lifeline they've asked me to call back later coz they're too busy.

And if I called tomorrow I could probably get an appointment with my doctor in about 2 weeks.

But thanks for the suggestions. I appreciate you even replying.

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Old 11-03-2010, 01:13 PM   #4
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I know the problem with not getting an appointment. I have one with a psychiatrist in a week. I've been waiting for it for already four days though.

I don't have a lot to say since I don't know the facilities in Australia. All there is for now: hold on, things will get better for you. I promise.

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Old 11-03-2010, 01:30 PM   #5
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Thank you Lynx



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Old 11-03-2010, 06:40 PM   #6
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*Hugs* I'm very sorry your feeling this way. How long have you been feeling this way? It sounds like you have been struggling for some time. Ryl is here to help you so please dont think that you have to keep everything inside you or that you shouldnt post on here. Your entitled to post whenever you need to.

Keeping everything inside you will just make things worse. Can you tell us why you keep thinking about death and what it is that make you feel this way? As another member said i advise you to go to hospital or at least make an appointment with your doctor to talk about things and tell him/her about how your feeling. Dont give up. You can get through this. Be gentle with yourself.

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