i know where your coming from, when my mom passed away 11 year ago, i was in denial for a long time, just thinking "o this all must be a dream and my moms gonna come walking through that door any minute now" its hard to cope with losing a parent. dont be so hard on yourself deinal is just a way of coping. its hard at first and i still miss my mom to this day. your not alone. pm me if you need to talk :)
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