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Old 17-11-2011, 01:16 PM   #1
guiltyinnocence
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my mum

I lost my mum earlier this year. i went to bed and everything was fine & i woke up the next morning and my mum wasnt here anymore.

But i think i'm in denial. I cant think about my mum not being here, i kid myself into thinking shes at home. I just try to keep going and keep myself busy.

But my mum deserves more than this, she deserves me to think about her. My mums amazing and i need her. But if i try to face up to her being gone i'm just going to break down and im scared i wont be able to pick myself back up again.

It's all so damn hard!! I just don't want to have to think about a life without my mum.



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Old 17-11-2011, 06:39 PM   #2
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i know where your coming from, when my mom passed away 11 year ago, i was in denial for a long time, just thinking "o this all must be a dream and my moms gonna come walking through that door any minute now" its hard to cope with losing a parent. dont be so hard on yourself deinal is just a way of coping. its hard at first and i still miss my mom to this day. your not alone. pm me if you need to talk :)





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