why bother?!

[Darkwings44]

not really those things..... but i can continue to write about her in my story.......

[[Luna]]

I think writing would be a really healthy way to process your feelings.

[Darkwings44]

ok i'll do that

[[Luna]]

Well done xx

[Darkwings44]

thank you *hugs you*

[Darkwings44]

i still feel thats its my fault....

[Darkwings44]

im feeling very overwelmed right now and all these feelings are full in me i dont think i can take it!

[Pomegranate]

What did staff say when you spoke to them?

[Darkwings44]

nothing... i havent told them yet.....the reason why i dont tell them anything because i know what will happen they blame on Schizophrenia like the therpist did when i told her stuff back when i trusted her ok?!!! look at where trusting people in real life got me misdiagnosed with Schizophrenia !!!!!!!!! i dont have Schizophrenia at all its just something that the therpist said because she doesnt know me!!!!

[Pomegranate]

How can she know you though or the staff know you if you don’t talk to them?

I get your concerns about being misunderstood but the more you speak to them, the better they will understand you and the more you will build up a relationship with you and be able to help. They can help way more than people responding to internet posts. But you have to find a way to trust them enough to talk. Maybe we could help suggest ways for you to be more able to talk to them?

[Auror.]

I've been misdiagnosed with psychosis related disorders for years. It was only when I worked really hard to communicate what was going on for me and communicated it in different ways that my diagnosis got changed to something else. While we can't say whether you are diagnosed correctly or not, they'll never know what is actually going on for you if you don't work to communicate with them.

You're right, it sucks to be written off and just seen as psychotic. But there are absolutely ways to still get help and validation when that occurs.

[Darkwings44]

i actully tryed that with the therpist didnt work she to this day still says i have it

[Darkwings44]

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Originally Posted by Pomegranate

How can she know you though or the staff know you if you don’t talk to them?

I get your concerns about being misunderstood but the more you speak to them, the better they will understand you and the more you will build up a relationship with you and be able to help. They can help way more than people responding to internet posts. But you have to find a way to trust them enough to talk. Maybe we could help suggest ways for you to be more able to talk to them?

ive tried that it didnt work

quite honestly i think that the staff are far way more interested at writeing me up for stuff then they are at talking to me and understanding me........

[Darkwings44]

it feels like i lost everything.......my heart, my hope, everything......

[Darkwings44]

its feels like the bad is the only truth in this world like the good is something thats fake.....

[Darkwings44]

Im thinking of asking stanta to bring back my friend kaci….. but I don’t know if his magic can do that

[not_so_insig]

Sadly nothing can bring back the dead. You really need to talk to someone about this.

[Darkwings44]

nothing?? but there has to something right?... =(

[Darkwings44]

some kind of hope right???

[Darkwings44]

found out that Shes alive.. she faked her death to fuck me over….. I feel like dying even more then ever…