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Old 17-05-2016, 09:07 PM   #1
yoyogirl
 
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Why is everything i do in my life i keep self sabotaging myself? For example, on Friday my parents went holiday and my dog got ill again and then i blamed myself and was really anxious and completely forgot about everything i look forward to during the week, the art group, job seeking group, wasn't that interested in things and then stopped doing revision, my bike and now i have relapsed from the binge eating. its like i hate myself too much and wont let myself be happy.

Normally i stick to three workouts a week and this week, i have have only managed one and thats on Tuesday.

That is not good enough i my opinion.

*Sargent Major in my head is now screaming and shouting at head like in the film a beautiful mind.



Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.

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