You haven't "f***** up". It is an excellent start, 3 weeks and 2 days and you can build on it. Everyone has slip ups, whatever they are trying to change.
I hope you don't choose to end your life, from your thread it seems like you really do want things to improve and that is a good attitude to have but it takes time and that is frustrating but if you permanently damage or kill yourself you won't have the chance of getting through this.
Thinking of you,
x
I'm such a fking failure. I can't go on. I have loads of people trying to help me through this but i feel the only person who can help me is the one who caused it but he wont even talk to me. I HATE HIM. I Wish he was fking dead he has fked up my life. I cant cope until he is or i am.
So Kill me with the love you never gave...
Scarlet tissues and empty pill packs,
she lay there motionless, theres no going back.....
When you're feeling low and suicidal, it's really easy to fall into the trap of thinking you're alone and have to deal with those feelings by yourself but on RYL, that simply isn't the case. Whenever you feel that way, you need only reach out and ask for the support you need and our members will always do all they can to provide that.
Posting threats of taking your own life can be extremely upsetting to the rest of the community, whom can do very little to ensure your safety - so, it is always much better to post and express your feelings before it gets to that stage. Whilst the rules are never the first and foremost thing on your mind when you are suicidal, please try and bear this in mind in the future.
I hope you feel better soon - remember there's always someone here.
Last edited by Belle. : 24-09-2007 at 06:23 PM.
So Kill me with the love you never gave...
Scarlet tissues and empty pill packs,
she lay there motionless, theres no going back.....
=] Just want to say thanks to everyone who has been supporting me :D Things are looking up, i think i'm over my ex and i'm seeing some1 else who treats me like a princess and really makes me happy. I told him about my sh and depression and he actually listened n promised me he wasn't gunna do a runner cus of it :) I'm really happy right now. I need to sort out other aspects of my life still like college n home life but atleast i'm feeling a bit happier with myself.
On a not so happy note - my grandad passed away the friday before last, it's been really hard and his funerals on monday but i know his in a better place watching over me xxxx
Ty all shall keep u updated. (Havent cut in about 2 weeks but really want to tho god knows why cus life is okay atm =/ )xxxxx
So Kill me with the love you never gave...
Scarlet tissues and empty pill packs,
she lay there motionless, theres no going back.....
F**K. I want to cut =( I aint wrote on here for ages, n i havent cut in over a week but i can't cope anymore, nothings really wrong but im just so low =( anyone able to talk, can some pm me? :( xxxx
So Kill me with the love you never gave...
Scarlet tissues and empty pill packs,
she lay there motionless, theres no going back.....
Remember that you have the Supporters who you can email and you can always use chat. You are in the UK as well so remember that you can use telephone helplines like the Samaritans which are 100% confidential hun.
How are you feeling this morning?
Chloe x
We don't get given patience but the opportunity to be patient.
Courage isn't handed to us, but we are given opportunities to be courageous.
