I lied about eating. Really didn't have anything. But thanks for playing along. I'm sorry >.<
And you still think I've been free for so long. *sighs* If only you could see how messed up my legs look right now...
"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
I can't believe I nearly broke down in UNIVERSAL of all places. What the hell is wrong with me that I can't even find complete happiness in a theme park? REALLY?!
When I'm gone, are you gonna miss me? Are you even listening? Do you even care about anything at all?
I honestly never thought you would do this to me. I never thought you'd disregard everything I say. Everything I tried to do to protect you. Worst of all, I can't believe you took it all for a joke. A fucking child's play. We're not children anymore though. This isn't about accidentally causing injuries on the playground. This is my heart, and you broke it.
I miss you so much, but I'm not coming back as long as he's still in your life.
Is it all that difficult to believe that I don't want to talk to you -.- After all this. Quit it. Quit messing with my life.
"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
Fuck you!! You lord over everyone and pretend to care and then rip peoples lives apart. I hate you. I fucking hate you and all that you stand for...you bastard!!
Quite frankly, I want to tear myself apart. Thank you very much.
"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
