Hey darling,
First of all, I am so proud of you for trying to beat this! You sound very motivated & its so good to hear.
However, if you realise your already begining to slip back into your Bulimia you need to reach for help now, before its too late.
Do you see any professionals for your ED? Regular trips to the GP?
Have you thought about asking for a referral to a dietitian? She can help you figure out if you need to lose any weight & the best way to go about it. Without professional help, you could easily slip very quickly into your eating disorder.
I understand how stressful weddings are & pictures & all of that, My dads getting married in June,, *cuddles*, try to think of the positives from the day, rather than just the photos & the way your going to look. To be honest, everyone will just be so happy & distracted with the fact your Brother is getting married, they will hardly notice your weight.
As for your boyfriend - Wow, what an arse. You tell him, your not going to lose weight because he says you should. It makes me so angry when Men thin they can dictate how you should look. Your beautiful whatever your size.
x x x x
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