I was given half dose one evening when weren’t great for my mental health and wellbeing and instantly it completely knocked me out for days, I didn’t remember five days as I was asleep and when I did wake up I was extremely fatigued mentally and physically not just tired. It took a further few days for my body and mind to recovery and even for month my brain felt fogged. But the positives was that I forgot daily life for few days and my pain.
Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.