I definitely fall into the veterans category of RYL, as I am 51. I used to belong to a site that closed down last fall, and have come upon this site recently. I have always had self-destructive impulses and some occasional eating issues, but my current form of SI really started after my therapist of 11 years died in 2011. Hello to all!
Hi. My name is Rebecca, but people call me Bambi because I'm so quiet. I started comming here when I was 16, and left when I turned 18 because I kept feeling like I was getting on peoples nerves. I'm 29 now, but don't act like it at all. I don't really know what else to say. I just wanted to poke my head in to say hi to everyone, now that I'm officially considered a vet. So, hi!
~*They're telling me it's Beautiful, I believe them but will I ever know, the World Behind My Wall? *~
~☆ ♫ Whatever Happens, Don't Let Go Of My Hand ♫ ☆~
Hi all, I remember a lot of you guys buy probably not the other way around. I never thought I'd find myself here again but I am very desperate and need advice. My name is meg, I originally joined in 2008 when I was fifteen, and this site saw my through years of mind boggling stuff, I'm very grateful to here and I need it again.
"It is not the strength of the body that counts, but the strength of the spirit"
-J.R.R Tolkien
Hello all, like many I have returned and was a member back many years ago. I have been looking around for a while now and I feel a little sad that things have changed a lot, like Margo said things are very quiet to what they was previously.
well this is a re-re-re introduction ha!
most folks on here know me as darian (i was going to change name by deed poll)
but yeah hey,
i am hopefully here to help myself and a few others :)
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Hold still right before we crash 'cause we both know how this ends
The poison that exsists within the gods is just something we created
I’m an old vet from the ruin/recover era (2003-2005ish). I’m back with a different name. Just passed 12 years of recovery for SI and an Eating Disorder. I still struggle with depression, and anxiety. They will never leave completely but it’s manageable. I’m much different than I was when I originally dwelled here. Time, age and healing gives you perspective. Not really sure how I ended up here just wanted to check in after all this time. It’s nice to see the site is still here and thriving. Maybe I’ll stick around a bit.
Hi, welcome back. Well done with your recovery, I hope you can continue to move forward. Lots of people have been coming back here recently. It's quite quiet but still good people around.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
Ed from back in the day. Sithek was my handle here but I also operate under Slywolf99.
Sstarted to struggle again and thought i would come back to the place that saved me 10 years ago. Pity to see how much it has died. But I will probably stick around again now.
oh and Viva Australia!!!
when you cant run, you crawl, and when you cant do that anymore. when you just cant keep going on your own, you find someone to carry you - Firefly
No one actually understands me. Because everything i perceive is different to what everyone else can see or hear.
How much longer can i keep cracking a smile instead of breaking apart?
I'm raggygirl, it's a misnomer as I'm hundred, first sh at 14 did it for about 2 year n went to pulling hair out, started again when I discovered my daughter doing same, 14 year ago hadn't harmed for nearly 6 years but after a **** year have started again n I just need somewhere to go, so here I am.