Well, this month has been a clusterf***
Never thought I'd be back here... kinda glad I am
(Apologies for any errors on this post, typing on a mobile isn't something that I'm used to)
So, I was doing quite well. Hadn't self harmed in 2 years,
Feeling great, good job, everything was fine. Then, in the space of one month, my life dropped 10 tonnes of crap on me. My wife left me and moved her new boyfriend in, I lost my job, my home, my friends and everything else.
I'm now back in Newcastle with pretty much nothing. I lost everything and am now trying and failing to rebuild my life. I'm 34 and have zero confidence and hope left.
Seriously don't think things are going to be better. I don't know who to trust anymore and I don't understand anything anymore. Can't cry myself to sleep anymore. I don't have anything left.