Could I have some support? - Page 3

tamobhuuta · 24-06-2020, 10:21 AM

Weĺl done for distracting, how was the rest of your night?

xlaurenx · 24-06-2020, 12:48 PM

I spent part of the night on the phone to crisis.
Spent 2 hours crying. Listened to music for a few hours. Rang crisis again and finally got to sleep about 5am and was up at 8am :(

tamobhuuta · 24-06-2020, 02:36 PM

That's not good. Did the Crisis team help?

xlaurenx · 24-06-2020, 02:52 PM

Crisis team really helped the first time not the best the second time.

Pi.R^2 · 28-06-2020, 09:18 PM

What was unhelpful about them? How are you doing now?

I hope things are looking up a little for you.

xlaurenx · 01-07-2020, 01:56 PM

They didnt read my previous notes so i had to repeat everything.

Suicidal. Im done.i have achieved nothing with my life. I am sick of this daily battle.

tamobhuuta · 01-07-2020, 08:00 PM

Sorry you are feeling so desperate. Has today been particularly difficult? Would you consider phoning Crisis again?

xlaurenx · 01-07-2020, 10:45 PM

Called crisis they were shit.
There thinking its eupd but this seems like depression

tamobhuuta · 02-07-2020, 11:02 AM

Sorry they weren't helpful. Lots of professionals are quick to apply the EUPD diagnosis. They should look at the whole picture. How are you today?

xlaurenx · 03-07-2020, 01:33 AM

Very very strong urges to od

EyelinerAndCigarettes · 03-07-2020, 10:04 AM

How are you doing this morning Lauren?

xlaurenx · 04-07-2020, 03:27 PM

Doing slightly better.
Spoke to crisis who basically said i dont wsnt to end up in a general hospital or detained in anyway and have other people controlling me. Which i get . But its so hard

Pi.R^2 · 08-07-2020, 09:32 PM

Glad to hear that you're doing slightly better. I know you said that you thought the main problem at the moment was depression- do you have access to a doctor who could think about treatments for that?

xlaurenx · 09-07-2020, 12:24 AM

Im on meds for thats.

However serious want to od but havf no idea why.

xlaurenx · 09-07-2020, 01:34 AM

Is anyone around to talk?

I actually want to od but no idea why

tamobhuuta · 09-07-2020, 04:37 PM

Sorry no one was around. Did you get through the night ok? How are you today?

xlaurenx · 10-07-2020, 10:53 AM

I got through the night ok.
Just still want to take a od and idk why...

Pi.R^2 · 10-07-2020, 12:32 PM

Well done for getting through the night ok.

What things other than ODing could you think about/do today?

[Luna] · 11-07-2020, 09:59 PM

How has your day been? Have you managed to keep yourself safe?

xlaurenx · 11-07-2020, 10:31 PM

I have been trying to keep busy all day but i just feel so fucking low. I just want everything to end.