Suppose to start with things more on the positive end- it's really good you love your job so much, even though it doesn't pay very well. I think that's what really matters in a job. Also great that you know that you're loved and appreciated :) Hopefully there's comfort in those thoughts.
I'm sorry that things aren't so great where you are now. Knowing you'll never get a parent's approval is tough; though in the long run, it doesn't really matter. It's sad that you've been mocked and whatnot due to your emotions. Do you have any way of expressing how you feel? Maybe not necessarily around your parents, but just something that allows you to get it out.
Are there any changes you can make in your life? Just something to make it a little more tolerable? Probably wouldn't even need to be anything too drastic. Just little things to make the days more pleasant.
Hope you're doing alright, and that you'll be happier soon. Hang in there. *hugs*
Last edited by lonely_hope : 25-09-2011 at 09:29 PM.