The funny thing is I've never ever until the other day ever had any emotional attachment to smells or even music. I also have no understanding of other peoples pain so do not understand sympathy, I suppose I should not be admitting my autistic inabilities here, but I cannot understand why anyone injures themselves it really bewilders me even though I do it myself. I was thus astounded to go outside and be triggered by these smells and in some way it's quite exciting to have been triggered in such a way.
Please forgive my lack of emotional understanding I do read other peoples posts but can not respond except to mechanical rather than emotional posts as I would not know where to begin