Welcome to RYL, I'm sorry to hear that things are so difficult for you. You say that things are difficult at the moment, but there are times when things are more managable? Try to hang on to that though, I know that it's not much when you are feeling really low but it can help a little to remind yourself that you can get through this. Perhaps when you are feeling a little better you could explore how you are feeling and how you could move forward.
Do you know if your college/uni has a student counselling service? That could be a start if you'd like to talk things through with someone. You can always get support here on RYL through the forums, or use Live Help, or email the supporters:
support@recoveryourlife.com I am also here if you ever need anything. Is student life difficult for you because of your health? If there is a disability service you could get special arrangements made for you such as extra time in your exams and consideration of your health when exams are being marked. Use all the services that college/uni has to offer, they are there to help.
Maybe you could discuss with your doctor or whoever prescribed you the medication how you are feeling about taking it? It can make things worse if you stop taking it all of a sudden, you can always come off it gradually with some support. This may be contributing to how you are feeling.
Please take care, I am here for you any time. xxx