The Borderline Personality Disorder Thread - Page 168

ThinkingofRecovery · 14-08-2009, 10:35 PM

I don't reach out anymore, no point. Being bpd gives them all a licence (sp?) to treat me like ****.

I am trying to distract myself on chat. Feeling a little less panicky chatting to someone.

Left in the centre · 14-08-2009, 10:37 PM

hun it doesnt.
if were all allowed to you are too. were asll in the same boat here. i tjust means you've been treated badly.

distracting is good.

ive gotta go to bed now.
i'll check in in the morning and when i get back from my holiday on sunday.

stay safe. x x x

x-dying-inside-x · 14-08-2009, 10:39 PM

i'm here for a while hun if you want to talk to me.
Just coz you have bpd doesnt give anyone the right to teart you like **** hunny.

ThinkingofRecovery · 14-08-2009, 11:05 PM

I wish that was right but the **** I have had from mh peeps, I don't even want to go into it - still hurts.

x-dying-inside-x · 14-08-2009, 11:17 PM

*Hugs*

ThinkingofRecovery · 15-08-2009, 12:21 AM

I feel less panicky but will take the od soon, sorry

ferretmonster · 15-08-2009, 02:07 AM

hey you, dont give in now x

ThinkingofRecovery · 15-08-2009, 02:53 AM

I'm sorry but it will help me. I am trying not to but why shouldn't i? Sorry.

Left in the centre · 15-08-2009, 07:04 AM

hun did you take it ? if you did get yourself to the hospital today.
you shouldnt take it because you are a special person you help all of us on here and the feels will pass soon.
hugs .

15-08-2009, 08:11 AM

have gd hs is lol let in centre. wowza this is normally my worst day of the week dont think i can get ne worse.

ThinkingofRecovery · 15-08-2009, 10:01 AM

Thanks for all the support last night. I am feeling much better today. I've even thrown away the tablets :)

ferretmonster · 15-08-2009, 12:16 PM

Yay, you did it, well done for being strong xx

susieannah · 15-08-2009, 12:24 PM

well done on throwing away the tablets no reason :) I am glad you made it through the night and feel better :)

What's up cheryl? Do you want to talk about it? *hugs*

Feeling really bored and lonely today, all I can think of is going to the pub :(

zowie · 15-08-2009, 02:47 PM

Well done Carrie! xxx

~Grace~ · 15-08-2009, 03:15 PM

Am proud of you Carrie
I know how hard that must have bee xx

ThinkingofRecovery · 15-08-2009, 06:43 PM

Aww, thanks everyone
xxx

flybat3 · 15-08-2009, 07:32 PM

good job no reason!

ThinkingofRecovery · 15-08-2009, 08:00 PM

I feel quite low tonight. I had been doing ok this morning but now just feel like I am always going to have this battle. Oh well.

x-dying-inside-x · 15-08-2009, 08:06 PM

thats really good No reason!
Hunny you wont have this battle forever, but you need to fight though it!
I'm talking to my old best friend from years ago. It's really weird talking to her.

~Grace~ · 15-08-2009, 08:15 PM

Hugs Carrie xx
I know that feeling too, but there has to be hope because without hope there is nothing and I cant bare that thought. We have to fight against thoughts just like you did last night and Im sure.....well, I hope that the more we fight the easier the battle becomes.

daniella.......its so good to catch up with old friends. Enjoy

Ive been thinking today about the years of my life that Ive wasted because of this wretched illness.
I feel sad at that thought.